Dream Guy

36th

Vallerie's POV:

I have no idea kung ilang days na akong absent sa school. Who cares. Siguro pagbalik ko maraming matatawa dahil tama ang mga prediction nila.

Magbe-break din kayo.

Tanginaaaa gusto ko na mamatay.

I felt my pillow who's wet from all the tears I shed.

I smiled at it. "Siguro ikaw nalang ang kasama ko. Wag mo ko iwanan ha?" I said, like as if I'm talking to a human being when it's just my pillow.

I checked the time. 7:00. By now, nasa bahay na ko with YZ, pagkatapos niya kong sunduin.

Tanginaaaaa move on na kasi.

I decided to turn on my phone. Ilang araw ko na din 'tong iniwan na naka-shut down.

90%. Hindi ko na kasi siya ginagamit.

I had lots of notifications. Numerous missed calls, texts, messages from messenger, Kakao Talk, everything.

Do they really care? Or just like YZ, do they just give away fake love?

I read each message and text. Although I didn't reply to even one.

There were many missed calls, texts, and messages from few people who witnessed how YZ broke up with me.

How YZ broke up with me.

Tangina naman! Ayoko na! This is so fucking frustrating!

Narinig ko biglang nagbukas ang pintuan ko. I got worried. Will I be robbed? Oh well, I don't care anymore. Rob me all they want, I don't give a fuck.

The door to my room was open so I could clearly see kung sino mang papasok sa unit ko.

But it just showed Triss and Ryan looking absolutely worried.

They rushed towards my room, totally ignoring the fact that they didn't remove their shoes and the fact that they're stepping on bags of chips, pizza boxes, empty cans of beer, and YZ's clothes.

"Vie!" Madaling sabi ni Triss habang tumatakbo papunta sa kwarto ko. I looked at her weakly. I don't even care kahit I didn't shower today.

"Vie, pumasok ka na please" paiyak na sinasabi ni Triss. Ryan stood behind her.

I smiled weakly. "Why would I? Plus, tumayo ka na diyan, wag ka umiyak" sabi ko sakanya.

"Gaga ka ba? Nakakaawa ka na kaya tingnan. Mag move on ka na please!" Pagmamakaawa niya.

And then I realized.

Iniwan ako ng isang lalaki at iniwan ko ang buong mundo. I locked myself here in my apartment.

I acted as if I was dead.

I left my friends.

Napaiyak na din ako, "I'm sorry" I said, apologizing and hugging her who's kneeling beside my bed.

"Please, mag move on ka na. XYZ doesn't deserve your tears" pagmamakaawa niya muli.

I inhaled deeply.

Okay.

I'll try.