Dream Guy

38th

Vallerie's POV:

"Welcome back" bulong sakin ni Charles. Ay oo nga pala, kaklase ko siya sa subject na 'to.

"And...mukha kang Korean" bulong niya ulit. Medyo napangiti ako dun. Well, fangirl ako ng Seventeen and any fangirl would like to be said na mukhang Korean.

"Seriously, nagwowork din yun sayo? Yun lang nagwowork para sa younger sister ko para ngumiti eh" I ignored him.

If what it takes to be said na mukhang Korean is to cry for days, well remind me everyday of YZ so I can always look like one.

"Ms. de Vera" bati sakin ni Sir Sarezi. His eyes looked worried, but he tried covering it. Oo nga pala, nandun siya nung nakipag-break sakin si YZ.

Ayan nanaman tayo. YZ nanaman.

"Hi Sir" bati ko sakanya pabalik. His eyes were like asking me, "Okay ka lang?" So I answered by smiling weakly.

It's nice to know some people still care.

***Later***

"Welcome back" nakangiting sabi ni Ryan at inakbayan ako. I let him be, wala naman akong boyfriend na magagalit eh.

"Namiss ka namin" sabi ni Vie and made my left arm and her right arm lock with each other.

I smiled at her. "You look okay now" sabi ni Ryan. "Well, that's because you can't see my eyes" sabi ko. He laughed.

"Nga pala Vie, sabi ni Tita saka Tito a.k.a. your parents daan daw tayo sa bahay nila mamaya, may pa-welcome back to the world gift daw sila" sabi ni Triss.

Really, Mama at Papa? Welcome back to the world gift?

I can't really blame them though, I did live like a dead person during the process of moving on.

You're still moving on. Don't rush yourself.

No.

Makulit man pakinggan, I'm rushing myself to move on.

Nakakasawa ding mag-mukmok at masaktan.

Nakakasawang maalala na wala na siya sakin, sa tabi ko.

Nakakasawang magsisi na nahimatay pa ko. Kung hindi siguro ako nahimatay napilit ko pa siya lalo.

Nakakasawang malaman na marami rin akong nasasaktan dahil sa isang tao.

Grabe.

Dahil sa isang tao, naging ganto na ko.

Dahil sa isang tao, nakasakit ako ng mga kaibigan sa pag hindi pagpaparamdam.

Oh trust me, Yildeen Zamien. May araw ka din saking lalaki ka.