omegle • joshler

strawberry tinted lips.

josh comes to school full of anger and a touch of sadness. is it possible to hate tyler? well he is apparently going to find out.

hayley smiles at his truck as it pulls up beside them. josh gets out and slams the door behind him, leaning against it with his arms crossed.

"whoa, who shit in your cereal this morning?" she asks, raising an eyebrow.

"no one." he mumbles, kicking a rock away from his shoe. debby waves at him as she pulls up in her usual parking spot, sarah in the seat next to her. he bites his lip and walks towards her. with anger comes confidence.

"hi." he says, peeking into her rolled-down window.

she smiles at him, surprised. "hey josh. how are you?"

"fine, i was wondering if you wanted to do something tonight?"

she raises both eyebrows. "yeah, sounds good. like what?"

he shrugs, sighing heavily. "i don't know. come over or something."

she nods, looking to sarah who giggles. "i'd love to. pick me up after school?"

"i'll be there." josh replies, kissing her cheek gently. an image of tyler's pretty, round face pops into his head and he pulls back quickly, getting a confused look from debby.

"are you okay?" she asks.

"yeah, i'm fine." he mumbles, glaring at the ground before walking away. who kisses a pretty girl and thinks of some stupid, crazy and beautiful boy off the internet?

apparently josh.

...

"you got debby ryan coming over tonight? to your own room?" brendon asks in disbelief, earning a nod from josh. "dude you're so getting laid."

josh scoffs, but the idea stays in his brain. maybe that would take his mind off of tyler.

"maybe i will." he bets, shrugging.

"whoa, who are you?" he asks. "the joshie i know would stutter and tell me all the reasons why i'm wrong and probably shit his pants. i'm so proud." brendon smiles, wiping a fake tear.

"shut up, brenda. how many blowjobs did you receive this week?"

he thinks for a moment. "from which gender?"

josh throws his head back, laughing. "you're such a whore."

"i know." he chuckles. "only five more minutes til school ends, and you get a blowjob for yourself."

josh checks the time and nods, wondering where all his fears went. the normal josh would never hang out with debby ryan all alone with the intention of sleeping with her. he likes this new josh, the one where tyler doesn't exist to him.

...

"so this is your room?" debby asks, glancing around at all of the posters and spare drum parts.

he nods his head yes. "i suppose it is."

"you drum?" she smiles, tilting her head. "i didn't know that about you."

"there's a lot you don't know about me yet." he smiles cheekily.

"well i guess i'll have to stick around to learn about them."

"yeah i guess you will."

"so what do you want to do?"

josh shrugs. "we could watch a movie."

"or we could makeout." she suggests.

"yeah, let's do that instead." josh replies, sitting down on the bed. she smirks and sits down next to him, gently running her fingers through his purple hair before leaning in. he smiles into the kiss as it becomes more heated. thank god for josh's mom being gone all the time.

eventually, josh ended up laying down with debby perched on top of him. but it wasn't enough.

tyler's innocent, sad eyes and fluffy brown hair pop into his mind. he groans and rests his head back, staring at the ceiling and not the pretty girl.

"what? did i do something wrong?" debby asks, nervously.

"no, no. not you. i'm sorry." josh rambles, rolling his eyes.

"then what's wrong?"

"i just feel off today." he shrugs. "but the kissing was very nice, thank you for that."

"you're thanking me for kissing you?" she giggles.

"yeah, as pathetic as that may sound, i am." he blushes.

"you don't get kissed a lot, do you?" she asks.

"no, i really don't. not for a while, at least."

"i'd like to keep kissing you." she admits. "if you'd let me."

"do you want to be my girlfriend?" he blurts out, causing a red blush to tint her cheeks.

"oh... well, yeah." debby smiles. he pictures how pretty tyler would be if he smiled for once.

josh shakes his head and kisses her quickly, focusing on anything but tyler. just when he thought kissing his girlfriend would distract him, he imagines what it would be like to kiss tyler's pink frown into a smile. maybe his strawberry tinted lips would even taste like strawberries.

he kisses down debby's neck, imagining how tyler would giggle if he did that to him.

whoa whoa whoa, wait.

tyler's a boy.

josh is not gay.

right?