"do you guys know where debby is?" josh asks, glaring down at his phone.
"no, why?" jenna asks, roasting a marshmallow over the fire brendon made.
"she said she was going over to sarah's." ashley speaks up, watching as jenna's marshmallow catches fire.
brendon blows it out for her and hands her a graham cracker. "no, sarah's at her uncle's wedding today."
josh sighs reading all the unread messages he sent debby in the last few hours. "well, why would she lie about that?"
"i dunno, maybe she went with her." hayley shrugs. "has anybody seen pete?"
"i asked him earlier if he wanted to come hang out but he said he's busy doing his chemistry assignment." brendon replies.
"pete doesn't do homework." jenna says, taking a bite out of the smore she just created.
"that's true." josh frowns, frustrated. "i'm gunna go down to debby's and see if she's there."
they all nod and say goodbye as he gets into his truck, his heart beating loudly. debby has never lied to him before, and it's making him nervous. did he do something wrong? maybe she wants to break up? tyler would know what to say. but he doesn't care because tyler isn't his friend anymore, obviously.
he arrives at debby's house and knocks on the door impatiently. when nobody answers or invites him in, he simply walks inside. there's a pair of shoes he doesn't recognize laying on the porch floor, and he lets out a sigh of relief. sarah must be over. maybe her phone just died.
he walks up the stairs, smiling when he hears debby's giggle from down the hall. maybe scaring the two girls would teach her to text him back once in a while.
josh arrives at her closed bedroom door and takes a deep breath before slamming the door open.
"what's going on in h-"
he stops mid-sentence.
his breath hitches.
his heart stops.
he forgets how to breathe.
"josh!" debby gasps, pulling the blanket over her exposed body, standing quickly to her feet.
"what the fuck are you guys doing!" josh yells, his hands tugging at his hair angerly.
"i...i-i'm so sorry." debby starts crying.
"and you!" josh yells louder, glaring at pete who is at a loss for words, covering himself with the closest pillow he can find.
"it wasn't what it looks like!" pete desperately says, panicking.
"like hell it was." josh glares, tears filling his eyes. "i'm so fucking done with both of you."
he quickly runs downstairs and out the door, slamming it angerly. debby rushes outside.
"josh!" she yells. "please stop, just let me explain!"
"how long." josh asks, his voice breaking. when she doesn't reply, he starts yelling again. "how long!?"
she sighs. "o-only a few weeks, i-it meant nothing to me!"
josh's heart beats faster than it ever has. "a few weeks!? you fucking... you made me think... i-i loved you!"
she breaks down. "why didn't you tell me that before?"
"i didn't think i had a time limit!" he yells, his eyes now pouring with tears. "i can't believe you. and why him? i shouldn't have trusted you."
"please, josh!" she sobs. "i love you."
he gets into his truck and locks the doors. she bangs on the window helplessly, and his heart shatters. he rolls down the window slightly and debby puts her head against it, crying.
"i-i'm so, so sorry." her voice breaks.
josh closes his eyes. "i always thought i wasn't good enough for you."
she cries harder. "please, josh."
"but i guess you're not good enough for me."
and with that, he drives away, leaving her as a half naked, sobbing mess on her own lawn. josh slams his fists against the steering wheel, crying. he really thought he loved her.
fuck people.
fuck everybody.
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no hate towards debby or pete. i love them so much and i ship jebby with all my heart bye

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