you're now connected with a random stranger. say hi!
you and the stranger both like suicide.
You: it has to be you this time
You: its been almost a week
You: are you ready to explain??
Stranger: no
Stranger: i cant
You: really
You: after a week of worrying
You: you 'cant'
Stranger: yes josh
Stranger: i 'cant'
You: show your face, blurry
Stranger: i told you not to call me that
You: i know
Stranger: why do you even wanna see me
You: i need to see if youre okay
Stranger: fine
You: cant really see you
Stranger: half my face is enough
You: okay
You: can i show my face too?
Stranger: uh
Stranger: i guess...
You: k
Stranger: this is the first time weve done this
You: yep
Stranger: its kinda awkward
You: its nice
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: josh?
You: hm
Stranger: are we okay?
You: i want to be
Stranger: i know we dont know each other all that well
Stranger: but i just dont want to lose you
Stranger: youre kinda all i have
You: im sure you have others
Stranger: just you.
You: have you tried talking to anybody?
Stranger: well actually...
You: yeah?
Stranger: i dont really talk
You: um?
Stranger: i sing a little to myself
Stranger: but i just hate talking
Stranger: it's hard to get words out
You: what about your parents
Stranger: what about them?
You: how do they react to this
Stranger: idk we never really see each other
You: oh.. im sorry
You: youre telling me a lot im shocked lol
Stranger: yeah.. i should just save it for the journal but idk it feels nice to tell you
You: talk to me more
You: i promise ill be here every night
Stranger: promise?
You: promise.
Stranger: thankyou jish.
You: youre welcome ty.
You: ill remind mark to fix my mic so i can talk to you
Stranger: will you play your drums for me?
You: i will soon
Stranger: can you show me them?
You: not tonight
You: i gotta leave soon
Stranger: where you going?
You: just out with a friend
Stranger: ...
You: what
Stranger: friend?
You: yeah
Stranger: friend as in friend or friend as in girlfriend
You: okay shes my girlfriend
Stranger: you have a girlfriend?
You: surprise..
You: just recent tho
Stranger: is that why you havent been on lately?
You: i suppose
You: but youd really like her
You: shes smart, pretty, funny, and shes really helpful about my issues
Stranger: oh
You: i dunno i just feel like she shows me all the good things about being alive
Stranger: hm
Stranger: that does sound nice
You: you got me for that
Stranger: oh. right.
You: you okay?
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: im great
You: goood
You: i should get going, i gotta pick debby up in five minutes
Stranger: oh
You: ill be here tomorrow, i promise. goodnight tyler
Stranger: goodnight josh
You have disconnected.

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omegle • joshler
Fanfictionyou're now connected with a random stranger. say hi! you and the stranger both like suicide. ... lowercase intended trigger warning (self harm, mental health, mentions of suicide, etc.)