I laid in my bed like I have been the past week, havent moved, havent gone to work, pretty sure theyre gonna fire me but im not getting up and I dont care about anything at this point
Daniel and I broke up last week
Amanda has tried to come and talk to me but I dont, I havent spoken since that night
I dont even understand what exactly happened
he came over at like 12 and we were just hanging out and we started fighting over something really dumb and then we broke up
and that was it
he left and we havent talked since
I havent talked since
my laptop was playing re runs of friends
I heard footsteps as Amanda appeared and she laid beside me
"theres someone here for you" she said and I sat up hoping to see Daniel walking up the stairs
Karle Madison and Sophia walked up the stairs and they all laid on my bed with me
I started silently crying
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the rest of the girls had to go but Karle cancelled her plans to stay with me
we were watching friends when she started the conversation
"you will be okay"
I sighed "I dont think I will be"
she reached toward my laptop and paused the show as she turned to look at me
"Lacey"
"Karle you dont understand right now, I dont know what to do because all I want to do is be with him and be in his arms and just hear him laugh but I cant because I fucked it up"
by now I had tears streaming down my face and she sighed "you know boys come and go and this pain is just temporary"
"yea I know but I dont want him to go, I feel like I cant fucking survive this, the best part of me was him, he was the reason I woke up and smiled the whole day, I loved him and ive lost him"
Karle reached over and wrapped her arms around me "I miss him so much"
I cried into her shoulder
