Typical Alpha

Chapter Eighteen: Thanatos

Waddup you little ball sacks (Please if you do not know what this is from go on YouTube and watch Kingsley ahah) Thanks for 12k+ <3 

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I hit the sack early. It must have been around 8:00 when I was exactly done with hearing the guys argue about what to do. Though, one of them, I couldn't tell because they were all yelling so freaking much that it casted noise over the voice I couldn't identify, mentioned something about combining all our packs together. It seemed like a fair idea to me, but the person was shut up. 

I don't know what happened to Claire, she was already gone by the time I got up. Which was surprising because I'm sure I would have seen, felt or even heard her retreat from the chaotic event. But just to make sure, I slipped down the hall and peeked through her and Oliver's bedroom. She was sleeping safe and sound, and it really is a relief to know that now that I have her back again. 

I was a little hungry, so before I entered my bedroom I pranced along to the kitchen, where I found a girl. 

"Hey Luna," She said shoving cereal in her mouth as she walked past the bench in pajama shorts and a oversized hoodie that smelled of a fimiliar after shave. 

"Hello?" It was rather more a question, but this girl knew where she was so it's nothing to be alarmed by. She wiped her mouth and tucked her golden locks behind her rather pointy ears, and adjusted her square glasses.

"Oh right, you don't know me." She shock her head in stupidity almost. "Yeah I'm Cassie. Ian's girlfriend -mate- what ever you want to call it. "

"Oh," I chimed opening the fridge and putting peices of cold pizza on a plate, and shoving it in the microwave. "Well I'm Sia." I smiled at her. 

"You're not Wolf huh?" She asks, sitting on the bench. Oh how Jackson would scowl for for sitting on a surface people eat on. 

"Nah," I shake my head watching the microwave, even though people say that the radation waves can cause cancer. But now days, what doesn't give you cancer? "Are you Wolf?" 

"Nah," She shakes her head almost mimicking me, "I'm part Elf, hence the pointy ears." She shrugs. I didn't know there was more to the supernatrual world then just Wolve's, Cool. "And about 1 month in with this wolf-elf baby thing." She looks down at her stomach. "Hence why I'm eating cereal in the middle of the night."

"Oh cool," I pause not really knowing what to say "Whens the due date?" 

"October 10th," She smiles.

"But that's only 5 months away?"

"Yeah I was a little shocked too, aparently Pups or Wolf Babies, I don't even know what to call them, are only in for 6 moths."

"Huh," I mutter "Would you look at that."

"Yeah, Ian told me. He's really excited for the 'pup' as he calls it, but I much rather prefer when he calls our child a 'baby' like all the other couples." I laugh a little, That would piss me off too "Are Max and You planning yet?"

"Hah!" I laugh, and her face turns into a raised eyebrow with a concered look "No. Well not yet anyway, I don't think I'm ready for a.... baby"

"You're never ready, even if you do plan. Parenthood is something you can only embrace." She smiles well some what rubbing her slightly bumped belly. Placing her bowl down on the bench she waves her hand at me, "We'll talk another time. I'm always here if you need me. I hear just about anything with these things," She bends her pointy ears forward "So just hola if you need me." She says rather smoothly, before exiting the room like she owns the place.

I like her.

My pizza's cooled down a bit too much for my liking so I spent 30 seconds more heating them up again, before hopping up the stairs and back into the bedroom. Although I do like the feeling of being alone, it's just once you're used to always having someone right there, it feels a little empty. 

The bed felt cold, and despite the fact the Max was just two stories above me, I missed him. It's weird really how you can miss someone no matter what the distance. Thinking about it, sometimes I even miss him when he's right there with me. Like I know i'm going to miss him soon, so ill miss him now anyway. Confusing? Or do you get me? 

I nibble on my pizza flicking through channels on the T.V I never payed attention to. Claire always notices a persons T.V as soon as she walks into their house. She loves it. She loves it so much, that I could actually see her sitting on the couch for the rest of her life with a bag of chips. But she's much to dedicated to her dear figure for that. 

Eventually, after my utter attempts to find something to amuse myself, I fall asleep. Not because I was tired, but out of pure boredom. 

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Wolves,

I see them. Trudging through fields with their paws, black and white, grey and brown, every fur colour there is. They're all heading for the same place too, marching like an army. They morph into humans, and it startles me for a moment or two, it still scares me knowing that a human can be half wolf.  

They have this determination all upon their faces, anger and motivation built in to one goal: Over taking pack's and starting fresh. Where everyone is even.They don't want to be on the bottom anymore, they're tired of eating left overs and retreating from several areas because they don't have territory. 

They are destructive and I watch them all as they cut down everything in their path. Living and non living they destroy. The field is familiar, I've been there. 

Images of fire, and death flash through my mind. Burning flames and crushed corpses is something you do not want to witness. Death is something you do not want to witness. 

"Aíma," A deep heavy voice chuckles. It sends shivers down my spine and I don't want to hear it again, "Flóges!' It chants over and over, echoing in the very depths of my mind.

Stop! I try and cry at it. It keeps going, not stopping until once word pierces my mind.

"Thánatos!"

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I wake screaming, Sitting up right. The pictures have stopped but the voice inside my head hasn't, and with every second the curl of the words grow I scream louder. I need it to stop. I can't hear anything, I can only see my surroundings. Max busts through the door and to my side, 'Sia' I can see his lips mouth. Kevin, Zach, Uriah and Ian all behind him staggering through the door. I shut my eyes in pain.

It's like a screaming inside your head that causes you so much pain you think you're going mad.

"Aíma, Aíma, Aíma." I catch myself chanting. And my screaming stops. The voice in my head stops, but it leaves me repeating the words.

"Sia?" Max grabs hold of my shoulders, shaking me a little like he's trying to awake me.

"Flóges, Flóges, Flóges!" I shout at him, I don't even know what language I'm shouting. Heck, I don't even know what I am saying. But I can't stop it.

"You're scaring me-" Max begins to say, looking at me as if I'm possessed.

"Thánatos!"  I shout at him, and he stares at me in shock.

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waddup

HI OKAY I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE WRITING TOMORROW WEW.  Like this never happens, Ill write like once and then leave it for like 2 weeks bc writers block.

um Sia are you okay.

fOR THosE of you who know what these words are, sHut it. Or I will write up a fictional character just to murder you in my authors notes. (pls guys dont)

And brb crying bc all the other nerds are comic con but me. Ill just sit here with my music and upcoming math test wow ok.

Ill try write tomorrow omg I want to, but i probably won't tomorrow knowing me.

Ta ta little duckies.

~Z