5SOS Imagines *Requests Closed atm*

Imagine for Sam

So just a quick note I just want to apologize for my 'eh' writing lately. I've been lacking motivation, but I'm going to start writing to the best of my ability again.

*Possibly Triggering*

Just the smell of the chicken in front of you made you want to upchuck any last thing remaining in your stomach. It just smelt fattening, but either way you smile brightly, taking a piece from Liz. She smiles right back, grabbing her own piece to add to her plate.

"It's so nice to finally meet you, Sam," she gushes, leaving the counter to take a seat at the kitchen table. Motioning for you to follow suit, "my Luke has told me so much about you!"

"Mum," Luke hisses, embarrassed. You laugh.

"I hope good things!"

"Of course!" Liz informs you, "and I must say he was quite right when he told me you were beautiful."

"Aw, I'm flattered." You smile, completely ignoring the food on your plate as everyone finishes off theirs.

"Aren't you hungry, love?" Luke asks, taking notice of your untouched plate. You turn to him, forcing a smile.

"No, not really. I ate not too long ago."

"You did?" He questions, confused as you nod.

"Yup."

"Alright then..." And that was the end of the conversation. What a close call for you too. You see you hadn't ate earlier; you lied. Unknown to those around you, you were very unhappy with you and your body. It may be the hate you receive daily from jealous fans or just your own mind, but either way you saw yourself as a disgusting human being, and you wanted to be and feel pretty. And what better way to start by losing weight? You refused to eat most meals saying in advance to them you had 'already ate', but on the occasions you did eat you eventually managed off to the bathroom unhappy with yourself for eating too much. Though despite all of this you manage a smile. Just like tonight at Luke's parent's among the kitchen table or even now, as you sit in the car, passenger side. Right next to your loving boyfriend.

"Tonight was great," Luke smiles as he begins off for home, "my mum really likes you."

"I'm glad," You laugh, "I thought she'd hate me!"

"Mm..." Luke mumbles, eyes concentrating on the road, the car going silent. It was an awkward silence too. All you did was sit there, listening to the now steady rain drops hit the car, scrolling through Twitter as Luke drove. No music, no talking, just silence.

"Why'd you lie?" Luke questions, finally breaking the silence after some time, eyes still on the road.

"Wh-"

"I know you didn't eat earlier. I was with you all day."

"Oh," you mumble, understanding what he was talking about.

"In fact," He starts up again,"you use that excuse an awful lot anymore..." He mutters, face paling as he hits the break, turning to you, "oh god, Sammy please tell me you're not starving yourself!"

"Uh," You stutter, not making eye contact as the rain grows heavier. Should you tell him? You ask yourself, still aware of his constant stare.

"Sam..."

"Fine," You sigh, turning to him, but not making eye contact due to your shame, "I... I do." And  just like that, with the distant sound of thunder and as lighting flashes around you, you're in Luke's arms, the truth finally out as he mutters words of sorrow and encouragement into your ear.

Finally making you feel as perfect as you should.

Here you are Sam!

And finally, to you all, after some time I'm opening up requests again, but for those who ask be aware I may be a bit. My summer has been crazily busy lately & school this year starts earlier (August 13th). So I cannot insure a set date for your imagine to be up.

Skylar xx