Diary Kind of Thing

September 9, 2018

Ok. So I'm really nervous and I want to get it out of my mind so I'm writing it here.

So my new school was to start September 6th. There was a complication with my records so I couldn't go for two days. On Friday of last week, I went and took a small tour of my school and got my schedual. I am now to start tomorrow. I'm nervous as heck. My first period is Strength and Conditioning, which is weight lifting and using the treadmill. Stuff like that. The school is pretty big so I'm worried I'm going to get lost going from Algebra 1 Lab in room 63 to Living Enviorment in room 13. I then have Global History in room 37. Lunch will probably be ok. If I find it that is. I then have Spanish in room 16. People keep saying "Oh don't worry, your not the only new kid." While that may be true, I missed two days, so I don't know what to do after my last period. Additionally, in those two days, many people already made some form of friends. Furthermore, many came from the middle school, which is right next door. This means there will be people who have known each other since middle school. The last time I was in the area I am in now, I was six. So unless I magically meet my friends from kindergarten again, I am going into this alone. Now that I'm talking about it without being criticized, I feel a lot calmer. I feel that I will do better here. But the nerves still swim beneath my skin. A move is nerve wracking enough, let alone starting a new school and having to make new friends. Understandably, when I started middle school, I knew virtually no one. I knew two boys who I was sorta friends with in middle school, but we didn't realize until later in the year that we knew each other. I made friends quickly, mostly because I was very new and I didn't want to be alone. Queen_of_sorrows can tell you how clingy I was on the first day. This straight up scares me. And not just because I have to work out first thing in the morning.

If you actually read the whole thing, your cool and I'm sorry you have to deal with me.

Wish me luck, as I will try to write about it after school.