Diary Kind of Thing

August 27, 2017

Entry 69... nevermind.

TOMORROW SCHOOL STARTS! If you couldn't tell, I am completely sarcastic about that. I hate school. Yes, it does start tomorrow for me and a few friends on Wattpad. The only reason I remotely like school is-

-Being with frwends.
-Having chill teachers
-And learning Genetics.

SBAC testing sends you in a flurry of depression and anxiety. Everyone panics before testing. Even the teachers are stressed.  Why do we have to prove the state anything? "It's to see how you're doing with your work."  You wanna see how we're doing? Check our report cards. That's what our parents do! And half the stuff we learn, we will never need again in our lives. They are stuffing lies and useless information down our throats so we become like them.

And, with me and my friends going to a charter school that expects so much from you, it's even worse. We're number one in the state for SBAC testing and they want to keep it that way. When I go to Walmart and I get my school stuff, then go to look at backpacks, I laugh hysterically at the size. For me and my fwends going into eighth grade, we have a binder for almost EVERY SUBJECT!!! And it gets worse in high school!!!!!! 

I feel like there is still so much summer left. I feel like it just started about a week ago and we have two months left to run around like the wild animals we are. 

I know I'm just ranting, but I really don't want to go. It's like someone is slowly pushing me towards adulthood and I have to dig my heels into the dirt to prevent it from happening. Anyone else like that? 

Anyway...updating will be slow (Like always...the only thing that is regularly updated is this diary.) and I may not be on as much. Sorryz! School gets in the way.

Luv ya! <3

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EDIT!

I just had an existential thought. While listening to the song above...I was like..."Who says Earth isn't heaven it's self? What if we're all dead, and when we 'die' on earth, it's just us going to live another life?"

I know it sounds stupid, but I just wanted to write this down for you to either rant to me and tell me I'm wrong, laugh at me and I just want to save this for later so. :P