Diary Kind of Thing

February 17, 2019

So where have I been, huh?

Uhm. Dying.

Yeah.

I've had my ass full with essays for honors next year and class in general.

But now we on winter break and I'm good to go for a week!

I got a game that came out a while ago called Detroit Become Human and I'm so excited to play. (If you want updates on that follow my Insta @j.valkrum or my Snap @jvalkrum)

Oh also I'm joining tech crew for my schools plays! I'll be doing lights but I'm excited to be part of it! I'm nervous ima forget something but I'm hoping for the best.

I've been playing Minecraft more lately, mostly on PS4. I miss playing with people. It was more chaotic and fun.

Anyway. Happy Birthday Hobi! Your, what? 25?

I'm also excited cause me and my eldest sister are doing a spa day thing and I was really nervous cause I don't usually do stuff like that but now I'm excited cause I've begun to just do things because they make me happy.

Which brings me to my current motto. "Do things that give you anxiety. Cause if you don't do those things, you'll have the anxiety of regret." (By me when I was high on exhaustion)

I've begun to not really care about what people think. I do things how I want to. No one can tell me off on something. I still care about my hair, but recently if I put it up in a messy bun, I will legit not care. And I've kinda sorta wanted to wear dresses more...? Idk. I've always liked those old fashioned kinda dresses. Like, not 1800's Schyuler sisters dresses. More like 1950's style. Ya know. I've felt more confident recently with this attitude of, if you don't like what I have to say or do or what i dress like, get out of my life.

I recently got in an "argument" with that girl who slapped me. I was her friend again, but that was a mistake. I now understand the phrase "Cut toxic people out of your life"

Anyway! Typing is starting to annoy me so I'll be going.

I'll try to update more!

Love y'all