Diary Kind of Thing

February 28, 2019

Hiya! I know I said I'd update more, but I'm a failure soooo

Anyway! I'm starting tech crew for my school plays and I'm super excited. I'll be working on lights, but I'm excited to be part of it all.

I start tonight in a few hours and I'm nervous cause I know absolutely no one, but I'm also excited to get to know people.

This is gonna sound weird, and the explanation is gonna be hard, but here we go.

I like knowing people. I know that sounds weird but just hear me out.

I don't want to be "popular." I don't want to be invited to parties and hangouts and study groups all the time. (If that's even a real thing. I'm mostly a fanfic person over real life but oh well)

I just like knowing people. It's kinda the thing where you want to meet as many people as possible. Because I'm fairly new to my school, when someone says "do you know so and so" I have no clue who they're talking about.

At my old school, you knew everyone and had no choice. I knew upperclassmen, I knew lowerclassmen. You knew everyone and everyone knew you.

Here, it's weird. I know like a couple of tenth graders and one twelfth grader. I know very few middle schoolers. Just the ones who live near me.

It's weird.

But I digress.

Also. I've been thinking.

And I think I might be Ace.

Idk yet but I have a strong feeling i am.

Also, im part of a bunch of Aminos, so like yeah. I don't really post but I might.

That's about it for today!! Love y'all