Bughead : Lost in love

Chpt 73 : Stay Here Forever Betty's POV

The plane landed again shaking me out my sleep as we landed back. My eyes opened and I felt jugheads  head resting on top of my head as we slept together cuddling on the plane. His hand was wrapped around my thigh in a loving way as my hands were placed on his lap. "Jug, Juggie you gotta wake up so I can move my head." I said not wanting to hurt his neck if I moved my head. I ended up cradling his face and slipping my head from under his but immediately placing my soft lips against his lips that were plump from sleeping. Eventually he woke up and gave me a quick kiss back before groaning. "Aw- my neck." He said rubbing his neck and fixing his beanie. "Aw sorry love I didn't mean to make your neck sore." I said rubbing his thigh. "It's fine love." He said smiling before we both stood up and got off the plane. "Babe you can go sit ok? I know you're tired love so go sit I'll get our luggage from baggage claim." He said smiling. "You sure?" I asked caressing his cheek. "Ya of course, go sit." He said making me smile before he pulled my into a quick kiss.

I went and sat down and went on my phone for about 5 minutes until I looked up to check on jughead. He was also looking down on his phone until someone waltzed over to him swaying their hips. I was confused at first but also really fuckign jealous. She had this gorgeous body that I didn't have and she looked stunning. I instantly felt insecure about myself and my body and jughead put his phone down and looked at the girl. The girl bit her lip causing jughead to just stare at her but I couldn't see his facial expression but my guess is he was probably smiling and seeing her gorgeous body that I'd never have. Tears threatened to come form my eyes out I fought the urge and sucked it up.

I then heard them laugh making my heart hurt at the sound of his laugh coming from another girls entertainment. She was better then I was and he was too good to me. I just looked at both of them smiling and laughing as she tried to hold onto his shoulder. He froze at first to her touch but then snuck out from under her touch. I wonder if he'd ever touch me again. He took out his phone and gave it to girl where she typed into it. Are you fucking kidding me! He got her fuckign number? I was furious I couldn't stand this, just after our honey moon he was getting some girls number.

Jughead put his phone away and turned to me and came to the bench I was sitting at with our luggage in hand. "Hey love." He said, "let's go get a taxi." He said as my eyes watered when he called me love. He shouldn't love me, I'm not good enough. "Betty are you ok?" He said touching my chin to make me look at him but I swatted his hands away. "Betty.." he said frowning. "Let's just go." I said standing up and going away to get our taxi and go home. "Here you go." He said to me opening the door to the back seats. I just ignored him and looked away and sat in the passenger seat. "Betty what?" He said confused. "Don't think I didn't fucking see you." I said rubbing my eyes keeping me from crying. "Take us to Riverdale please." I said to the taxi driver taking us home. I could tell Jughead was confused on the drive back. "Betty please can you tell me what's wrong." He said rubbing my shoulder. I tried to get his hand off me but whenever he touches me I just go soft and can't get him off. "What's wrong is that you fuckign filtered with the girl right after our honey moon! But I don't want to hear it. I saw what you did, I saw how fucking happy you were with her and you have her number don't you? So just call her so then we don't have to fight in this damn car!" I yelled now crying. "Betty- I can explain please." He said as tears hit his own face hurt by my words. "No! You messed this up jughead!" I yelled to him. "Betty I-"  he started. "just SHUT UP!" I literally screamed as loud as I could making the driver jump.

Jughead froze and looked down trying his hardest not to cry but I could hear his sniffles. I knew he was hurt and I just wanted to go kiss him and love him and tell him it would be ok but he fucked up and I just needed space for now. I was hurt more than anything, not just because I'm insecure about my body and the fact that he took he phone number, there's other reasons. Me and jughead have been trying to get pregnant but I'm not pregnant yet. It's been enough time for me to know but I took a test yesterday and it came back negative. I just didn't want jughead to leave me when he found out I wasn't pregnant yet or what if something happened with Kylie's preagnancy and can't get pregnant? I just prayed and wished that I would be able to have another baby and I knew I'd have to tell jughead soon but now he's off getting hot girls numbers.