Bughead : Lost in love

Chpt 15 : Nothing But Bad News Betty's POV

It's not been a month and a half since the incident. I've been stressed, and my mood has been very sad for the past 3 months. I've been throwing up lately too. I don't know why I'm throwing up but I think it's because my mental health is just rubbing off my physical health. I've been throwing up everyday for the past week every morning. I've also missed my most recent period but again, my mental health is at the worst it's ever been and I think it's rubbing off on my physical health.

I haven't told anyone yet about and Chuck. I figured what was the point. No one believes in me to begin with so why tell anyone. They would just make fun of me. I've literally been mortified if that day still. I can still remember everything as if it happens yesterday. It haunts me. I wake up at night panting and sweating trying to forget the vivid memory. I just wanted everything to be over. The pain, the suffering, the vomiting, everything.

     I walked into to school today and it seemed pretty normal. Veronica and I were talking and I suddenly got really nauseous. It was weird because I wasn't even thinking about my feeling, Veronica and I were just talking about something random. "Hold on Veronica, I feel like I'm going to get sick.." I said trying not to vomit. I ran into the bathroom and Veronica followed me. I knelt I'm a stall and vomited. I had a raging headache as well.

     Veronica handed me a towel and said "are you ok Betty? Do you need me to get Jughead? Do you need a water?" I felt so sick I couldn't even breathe. My stomach felt all tied up and knotted. I've never felt this uncomfortable before. "I'll talk to Jughead later. Maybe  water would be nice though. Thanks Veronica." I said while clutching my stomach. I stood up and grabbed the water that Veronica so kindly brought over to me. "Maybe go talk with jughead. You've thrown up like twice now." Veronica said. This isn't the first time I've thrown up in front of Veronica. I threw up two days ago actually.

     I think Veronica thought I was pregnant or something because she was so set on me talking to Jughead. I went and found jughead in the school line and sat by him. "Betty are you ok? Veronica told me you've been throwing up a lot. Is everything ok?" He asked.

     I put my head in his chest and said "ya I'm ok. My mental health is affecting my physical health I think." I was getting pretty worried. I've been thinking pretty hard about the cause of my vomiting and now I wondered if I was actually pregnant like Veronica thought. The only person I've had sex with though is Chuck. Once more, I get extremely nauseous and threw up in a trash can in the room.

     Jughead came over and rubbed my back. "Jug I think I'm going to go home" I said. I was so anxious and the thought of me carrying Chucks child freaked me out. If I was pregnant I don't know what I would do. I would probably die. Either my parents would kill me or I would kill myself. I wanted to leave school and take a test and be home. Thankfully my parent were on a one day business trip, so I wouldn't  have to avoid them. "Ok Betty, tell me if you need anything." Jughead said. "Thanks" I responded.

     I signed out of school, got outside and started balling. I ran to my car and started sobbing my eyes out. Why does nothing in life go my way. I drove over to a drug store and picked up a pregnancy test and and went home to take it. Please be good news for once