Sparks Fly

chapter 27: run away

sorry for all the late updates!

Isabella's P.O.V

days have passed and it's been a little boring since I have nothing else to do. i have nightmares about what happened the other night, I just feel so unsafe but when Gerard's around....I feel safe. this all feels like too much tho, I feel like I need and deserve some free time. yes i love Gerard and everyone else too including Frank but I need some time of my own too; to be free. isn't that what graduating high school is all about?freedom?

I got out of bed and looked around my room as I read the clock, '8:15'. I look around the room again and knew what I had to do. I sighed and went inside the bathroom to do my morning routine. first, I took a shower and changed into something, then I brushed my teeth, combed my hair and added a little bit of make up, I finished off by putting on my converse.

when I finished my morning routine, I take out my back pack and a big suit case and started packing everything up. pretty soon, my closet was cleared, my drawers were cleared. the only thing that wasn't cleared were my walls which had band posters, including mcr. I take out a piece of paper and start writing a note to whoever walks in first..if you know who I mean...

dear Gerard,

thank you so much for everything you've done, I really appreciate it. writing this is so hard for me but I know its the right thing to do. these last couple of days have always been about love, protection, respect, and so much more...but it's time for me to go. I know this is hard for you and for everyone else but it's my decision on what to do with my life. you've been there for me so many times and saved my ass a lot which I'm truly thank full for. I love you so much and like I said, writing this is so hard for me because...I would feel like nothing without you but I need to move on. I hope you understand. Gerard, you're my everything and I love you so so so much. please don't come back looking for me because I'll be gone...the girl I am will be gone and possibly forever...this isn't a suicide note but this is goodbye note. just because I won't be here doesn't mean that you should stop doing what you're doing. I need you to be strong. we may or may not see each other again in the future but...I just want you to be strong and that I love you so damn much. goodbye.

xoxooxoxo

-Isabella <3

I folded the note in half and placed it on top of an empty drawer. I sighed as I wiped off a tear from my cheek and opened the window. I threw my bags to the floor trying to not make much noise since my room was up stairs. I heard footsteps coming up to my room so I quietly snook out my window and closed it as I was out. I climbed the big tree and made my way down and grabbed all my bags as I tried making a run for it.

Frank's P.O.V

we were all down stairs eating breakfast as we waited for Isabella to come down. minutes have passed and she still wasn't down yet. we continued talking until we heard loud thumps, we stayed quiet as we wondered what that noise was.

Frank:"guys I'm gonna go check up on bells."

they nod as I made my way upstairs. I opened her door and saw that everything was cleared up. her drawers were usually filled with perfumes, art supplies. her desk would be filled with papers and more art supplies. I start to panic and check her closet which was empty too. I start to panic more as I felt anger all over me and tears just waiting to be Set free. my mind went blank, why would she run away? her life was perfectly fine her! she ditched us all, Me, Ray, Mikey, Gerard, Shit..

Gerard. I need to tell him.

Gerard's P.O.V

we started to laugh uncontrollably as Bob started telling us some funny moments that have happened in his last life until Frank runs down the stairs and starts gasping for air.

Gerard:"Frank are you ok?"

Frank:"you guys better come look at this."

Mikey:"why what's wrong?"

Frank:"Bella's gone."

he says, my smile turned upside down as the Room got quiet. I got up from my seat as fast as I could and rushed up stairs as the the guys followed from behind. I pushed her door open and everything was gone. she ran away but why? we all enter the Room and start to look around top find any clues. I felt so many emotions in me that I don't even know I could name then all; anger, sadness, betrayal, stress, confused, anxious. I tried so hard to hold back the tears until I see a note on top of her drawer. I rush over to it and read it.

dear Gerard,

thank you so much for everything you've done, I really appreciate it. writing this is so hard for me but I know its the right thing to do. these last couple of days have always been about love, protection, respect, and so much more...but it's time for me to go. I know this is hard for you and for everyone else but it's my decision on what to do with my life. you've been there for me so many times and saved my ass a lot which I'm truly thank full for. I love you so much and like I said, writing this is so hard for me because...I would feel like nothing without you but I need to move on. I hope you understand. Gerard, you're my everything and I love you so so so much. please don't come back looking for me because I'll be gone...the girl I am will be gone and possibly forever...this isn't a suicide note but this is goodbye note. just because I won't be here doesn't mean that you should stop doing what you're doing. I need you to be strong. we may or may not see each other again in the future but...I just want you to be strong and that I love you so damn much. goodbye.

xoxooxoxo

-Isabella <3

I closed the note as I crumbled it up and walked away, it's time to bring back an old habit of mine. drinking.