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Chapter 12- First True Love

[Han Jisung's Love Story . The reason behind his womanizer attitude]

Trexie POV

I was staring at the window and trying to remisnisce our memorable past .

Flashback

We are going to the have a beach walk and watch the sunset . For a girl like me is kindda' romantic and yep, I hope this time we become more bold and sincere to each other. Masaya akong kasama sya lalo na pag ganito ang mga pangyayari. Ilang years na kaming magkaibigan at hindi ko hahayaang masira yun.

"Trex , I'm tired . Can we sit there?" He said while pointing on a branch of tree closer to the gorgeous scene of the sunset.

I nodded. We're about to sit when he hold my hand . I startled and try to neglect him.

"Han.... Stop this" I murmured to him . Habang nakatingin sa baba sa kahihiyan . What the heck is he doing? Stop torturing me.

"Why? Can't I be like this? You know how much I like you, no should I say I love you more than best friend . I love you as my woman" He said while staring at the beautiful sunset . He still holding my right hand.

" I see you as my best friend. Ilang beses ko ng sinabi sayo yun, Paulit ulit nalang ba han? Can't you stop torturing me !" Sabi ko habang sunod sunod na tumulo ang luha ko.

Habang tumatagal lalo lang lumalala ang sitwasyon namin. Mas lalo na nya akong minamahal ganun din ako sa kanya. Pero pinaninindigan ko parin na kaibigan lang kaming dalawa. Hindi pa ko handa, hindi pa ko handang masaktan ulit. Nakakadala na , hindi ko pwedeng sundin ang puso ko. Ayokong mawala si Han sa akin . Sya nalang ang meron ako .

"I see. You do love me " sagot nya at kumorte ang kaunting ngiti sa labi nya. Then he turn to his side para maging magkatapat kami. Nakayuko lang ako habang umiiyak mas mabuti siguro kung lumayo nalang ako . I love him so much pero I need to do this to preserve our friendship.

" Magkaibigan tayo Han. At ayokong masira yun sa kapusukan natin"

" I know. I should let go my feelings, but promise me one thing..."

Napatingin ako sa kanya at napatigil sa pag iyak. So ito na ba yun? The closure? I'm not ready

"Ano?" I said it without hesitation. Ginusto ko ito kaya I need to face the consequences gaano man ito kasakit

"Let me own your heart tonight" he said sincerely .

Halos madurog yung puso ko sa narinig ko . He really want us to be together , pero dahil sa pagiging selfish ko ni hindi ko pinagbigyan ang feelings naming dalawa na magkasama at magmahalan.