Nicole Nightingale

52: Argument and the result.

"Are you serious!" I cried. "You're having an affair behind ste's back!"
"And do you really think i am bothered?" James asks.
"I am not on about you, i am on about you harry, you disgust me!" I cried.
"This isn't what it looks like" harry says. "I think i will go".
"You do that" i spat.
He gets changed at left.
"Look james i get it you like him, but you can't do this!" I sighed. "He is a nearly married man!"
"I know and i feel like he does like me nic" he tells me. "I told him i loved him".
"What have you done, you don't do that james, he is using you" i hissed.
"You don't know that" he says.
"Oh i do he seems you as some vurible man, you need someone who will really love you" i tell him.
"Well your wrong" he says. "Now let me get changed."
I walked out shutting the door, james isn't an easy guy.

The next day, mother comes around and she sits down to talk to me for a bit, i was starting to get a cold from all this bad weather and also i was feeling down because of the couple of weights landing on my sholders, such as harry's affair with james and mac's bombshell which was filling me full of tenison for next week.
"Oh darling you look awful" mum cries.
"I feel it too" i sighed. "I am just going out to get a coffee at the bean then i will have a day in bed".
"I will stay with you" mum nods. "Get yourself ready darling" mum says then all of a sudden... a loud sound of something dropping. We leave my room to see that james had purposely dropped his phone.
"James what has happend now?" Mum asks and he is very angry.
"It's harry mother" he sighed telling her some certain things.
And to be honest i knew it wasn't going to last one bit. As much as i don't want james heart broken.

Later that day i decided to go with mum to take me to the bean while i wrapped up warm.
"Hiya so what can i get you?" Scott asks.
"Hi scott, maybe a hot chocolate, a coffee and a muffin that's all" i smiled.
"On it for my favourite customer, so you alright you don't seem to well" scott says.
"How did you guess" i laughed.
"When you have a cold you got this edge in your voice where you talk funny" he shrugs.
"Yep i am" i sighed. "We should catch up sometime, i could take you to dinner?"
"That would be great i was thinking i need someone to talk to, considering you understand things no one else does" he shrugs.
"Well hey i try my best" i smiled. "I am here for you scott just remember that."
"Of course, well i will let you take these and get back home." He smiled.
"But i haven't p..." scott stops me.
"No, not today, your already said you were ill so today you have no need to pay" he hesitates.
"Fine, i do owe you one" i sighed and left the bean as mum waited by the door on the outside and james stormed into the hospital.
"Mum hold on to these and stay there" i said and went into the hospital and followed james to where i found diane, tony, teagan, ste harry and the kids, this must be dee dee's room.
"Ah the whole family together" james said.
"It's funny how some people can get it so wrong" he laughs.
"James what do you want?" Diane asks.
"Nothing he doesn't need to say anything" i said. "Come on james leave them in piece to see dee"
"Aw didums didn't you know she is not your mummy" james ignores me and points at diane.
"James, i am warning you i swear one more word" i snapped.
"She is" and then as he points at teagan. "Now for me second point".
"No you are leaving with me right now" i hissed draging him away and ste comes out shouting at him as we get outside and harry is trying to stop him.
"Ste don't worry i got this" i nodded. The bluntly added to harry. "Take ste back inside".

We get back home and mum stays out of the way while i was seated on the sofa.
"Is that how it is james?" I smiled nastily. "Is that how your going to do this, ruin little children's lives? Over what harry a person who sees you as a cheeky fling?"
"Don't say that" he mutters.
"What you just do is wrong, how are them kids going to take this?" I cried. "There so young and happy, and you come along messing it up, it's not on james!"
"And you aren't mother are you?" He says coldly.
"I don't need to be to know what you did was the worst way for the kids to find out, you crossed the line"
"I don't have to listen to this" he sighed and left the house and i went to my room angrily.
"Oh darling leave him he will be sorry later" mum comforts.
"I know" i nodded.
"I just don't know what to do with him sometimes mum"
She hugs me, and this is what i need but what if she isn't my mum.

A week later, i was better and already to find out what was going on with harry and james and to find out who my mum is as i waited at home for the letter to come. I texted scott as i know he could offer me the support.

Me
Hey scott i am so nervous i don't know what to expect

Scott
It's ok meet me at the bean we will open it together i promise

Me
Thank you scott

I was grateful he was my friend which was why i love him. Then the letter had been posted. This was it i need to find scott at the bean.