Him ; Bastille

The Wedding ; 20

The wedding is beautiful. There's a lot going on which is weird. Not saying I would want all the attention on us as a couple...but is the fair ground/mini carnival really needed? Especially since kids have been denied from attending, it seems so selfish. Jokes on them really, it's boring without watching the little ones go ape shit. "Maybe you and Kitty will be next?" Hunter nudges my arm with a nervous smile.

I swear down this is going to get annoying if people keep saying that me and Kitty make a cute couple. Kitty ignores people whereas I try to put them in their place. "We're not together." I sharply remind him once again while Hunter gets me to tie his silk black tie. I would've thought that their father would be doing this, but he is boasting about his son being in the army to presumably their distant relatives?

I don't really know how me and Kitty somehow have went walkabouts from each other. I can only presume that she's in the loo preparing for her big entrance? That is only - if - Kitty wants to make a big scene. I mean I'm not saying that 'she has to do a big thing'...but she must be willing to do it. She's literally wearing a wedding dress to an actual wedding.

"Bullshit." He laughs. However I don't join in with the laugh, I remain serious. "Where is she anyway? It's nearly time for the ceremony?" With that I don't answer. Instead I back away while his mates then crowd around him. To be honest I hate weddings, I'm only here for emotional support.

I try to dodge every relative and family friend of the Holland's and make my way towards the bathroom. The venue itself is big and grand, the colour scheme is brown. Not the nice autumn brown...but a pile of shit. Well that's what the colour reminds me of. Me and Kitty laughed about it over a glass of wine last night. She hates the wedding even more than me — I mean clearly.

I'm never going to let the wedding dress go.

I stand to the side and awkwardly watch everyone talking with each other. It's only moments later when the bathroom door to the girls opens up and Kitty walks out, as she does I hear Alice's friends, or family, gasp. I can't help but smile as Kitty stands there with her hands on her hips looking like the white angel of death. Her make up isn't what I expected it to be — Kitty is normally very elegant — but now she has thick mascara and winged eye liner. Her lips are dark red...her hair is scruffy and she looks like something from a Tumblr fashion show.

I'm all for whatever this look she has got go on.

"What the!" Her mother shouts. Both of her parents appear out of nowhere and look their beloved daughter up and down in horror. I mean...without even seeing Alice I know that Kitty looks better than Alice will ever look. "She's a bitch to me mom!" Kitty shouts like a spoilt child. "That is no excuse for wearing a wedding dress on her wedding day!" With that Kitty's mouth falls open. She looks like she wants to cry, but Kitty thankfully holds it in.

Instead of crying she erupts like a big fuck off volcano. "You don't hear all the nasty remarks that fucking bitch says behind your backs! Alice fucking hates us all! I'm tired of her being mean to me! She didn't even let me be bridesmaid and you know know how much that hurt because Hunter means the world to me!" With that Kitty's father tries calming her down by hugging her but Kitty pushes him off of her.

"Please...please...just let me get my fucking karma. I may never get the chance again. I've been shunned by her one too many times these past years. I'm not going to suffer any more abuse by this gold digging whore because she is jealous of Hunter and mines brother and sister love! She's that pathetic!" I clap. I am that one fucking knob who claps. Fellow knobs either clap or shout things out to encourage a fight. But I'm beyond the point of caring. They can all stare at me for as long as they won't. I support Kitty.

That's when they dismiss her. Mr Holland nods his head and holds her hand like she's a little girl again. I feel relief for Kitty as they walk into the main area, where all the seats are. "Go and stand up next to Hunter" one of Hunter's friends says as he goes up to Kitty. Kitty goes to dent but stops when through the glass doors Alice gives her the most evil scolding look. Everyone sees apart from Hunter. He has his back to the glass doors. Already waiting for his bitch.

"Thank you." Kitty hugs the thirty something year old, whose in his serving uniform and stands besides Hunter. Expecting Hunter to freak out — he bursts out laughing at the sight of her and puts his arm around her shoulder, pulling her close whilst we all sit down.

I need to text Syd.