(A/N: Here's the next chapter, a couple of more will be released in a bit, thank you for being patient (: but read my note at the end it'll mean a lot to me it also had a surprise! And don't forget to comment your feedback it'll help me tons! Now onward!)
Gwen's P.O.V
I fell asleep without realizing at some point and woke up all in a daze.
"Good morning sunshine" I rubbed my eyes and was now fully awake to see only Draco awake, everyone probably fell asleep a while ago.
"What do you want?" I said with a sneer, "I wanted to uh, ask you something" Draco said rubbing the back of his neck
I raised my eyebrow signaling for him to go on
"What did you mean last night, when you said you were sorry" he said looking down
My eyes opened up, I totally forgot I said that to him, I couldn't just tell him why though
"I don't know" was all said while looking out the window, suddenly I felt him grab my hand "Please" he said looking into my eyes, I was about to break and give him an explanation but I wasn't ready, not yet at least.
"I don't know" I said again removing my hands from his only to feel them turn cold without his warmth.
He sighed and didn't press on about it after that, thankfully.
"Gwen, please, I want to go back to speaking terms" I looked at him and I could see he was practically begging me with his beautiful eyes to at least speak with him.
"Let's go find an empty compartment" I said getting up and pulling him out with me into an empty one and sitting down
"Why should I? After everything you've done to me, why?"
"Because, I miss you so much, I can't stop thinking about you, not for a second, I never did" he said honestly
"What about Pansy?" I said finally looking at him
"I was just using her to get to you but obviously that didn't really work out"
I looked back again debating if I should forgive him or not and I don't know what or why but something in me said I should.
"Look I know you and Weasley are a thing and trust me it's killing me seeing you two together, but that won't stop my feelings for you, I need you Gwen" he said putting his hand on my thigh to which made me shiver
I forgot how he made me feel, wait I can't be thinking like that.
"Fine, I forgive you if you forgive me" I said and honestly I did miss him too, I really need him.
"Of course I do, I forgave you a long time ago but I didn't know how to go about it and it made me angry that you already moved on, that's why I took my anger out on you" he said
"We can be on speaking terms now" I replied.
When he said that it really made me question if I really had moved on or not, stop Gwen you can't be thinking like that. You're with Fred. But did I really want to be? What if it's just lust? Stop it.
Eventually we started talking and caught up on everything and for a second everything felt normal as if we never broke up, as if nothing happened, as if I never went through what I did two nights ago.
"Are you ready then to head to my manor after?" he asked eating jelly beans with his feet up on me
"What do you mean?" I asked cautiously
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He's The One Who Saved Me (Draco Malfoy Love Story)
Fanfiction- Gwendolyn Smith is scared she's falling for someone she hated, but she also questions his feelings towards her, most of all, she's going to have to be prepared for what's going to happen in the future, you'll have to wait and find out what's going...