Chapter 19

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(A/N: Here's the next chapter, a couple of more will be released in a bit, thank you for being patient (: but read my note at the end it'll mean a lot to me it also had a surprise! And don't forget to comment your feedback it'll help me tons! Now onward!)

Gwen's P.O.V

I fell asleep without realizing at some point and woke up all in a daze.

"Good morning sunshine" I rubbed my eyes and was now fully awake to see only Draco awake, everyone probably fell asleep a while ago.

"What do you want?" I said with a sneer, "I wanted to uh, ask you something" Draco said rubbing the back of his neck

I raised my eyebrow signaling for him to go on

"What did you mean last night, when you said you were sorry" he said looking down

My eyes opened up, I totally forgot I said that to him, I couldn't just tell him why though

"I don't know" was all said while looking out the window, suddenly I felt him grab my hand "Please" he said looking into my eyes, I was about to break and give him an explanation but I wasn't ready, not yet at least.

"I don't know" I said again removing my hands from his only to feel them turn cold without his warmth.

He sighed and didn't press on about it after that, thankfully.

"Gwen, please, I want to go back to speaking terms" I looked at him and I could see he was practically begging me with his beautiful eyes to at least speak with him.

"Let's go find an empty compartment" I said getting up and pulling him out with me into an empty one and sitting down

"Why should I? After everything you've done to me, why?"

"Because, I miss you so much, I can't stop thinking about you, not for a second, I never did" he said honestly

"What about Pansy?" I said finally looking at him

"I was just using her to get to you but obviously that didn't really work out"

I looked back again debating if I should forgive him or not and I don't know what or why but something in me said I should.

"Look I know you and Weasley are a thing and trust me it's killing me seeing you two together, but that won't stop my feelings for you, I need you Gwen" he said putting his hand on my thigh to which made me shiver

I forgot how he made me feel, wait I can't be thinking like that.

"Fine, I forgive you if you forgive me" I said and honestly I did miss him too, I really need him.

"Of course I do, I forgave you a long time ago but I didn't know how to go about it and it made me angry that you already moved on, that's why I took my anger out on you" he said

"We can be on speaking terms now" I replied.

When he said that it really made me question if I really had moved on or not, stop Gwen you can't be thinking like that. You're with Fred. But did I really want to be? What if it's just lust? Stop it.

Eventually we started talking and caught up on everything and for a second everything felt normal as if we never broke up, as if nothing happened, as if I never went through what I did two nights ago.

"Are you ready then to head to my manor after?" he asked eating jelly beans with his feet up on me

"What do you mean?" I asked cautiously

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