You the one pt.2

Chapter 20

3 weeks later.....
Kaylani POV
I was sitting on the couch eating chips and nisha came over too. "Bitch did you hear ya baby daddy new song it's ya song it's about you and it's so sad I heard him recording it one day in the studio when I was with ben but i didn't hear the whole thing till now" she said shaking her head. "Nahh What is it about I want you I want you back song" I said shaking my head. "No listen" she said then pulled her phone out and turned it around towards me. Then it came on.
[Intro]
Myself, myself

[Chorus]
And I fuckin' hate myself (myself)
And all of these choices I have to make (yeah)
And I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to be all alone for the change
And I don't want to hurt myself (myself)
But I have to make up my wrong for the change (yeah)
I swear I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to change for the heal of my pain

[Verse]
And I don't want to cut off nobody
But I'm startin' to see that they all are the same
And I don't see myself with nobody
'Cause you are the only one that can heal my pain
Some say I'm crazy 'cause I don't want the love
They say I wanna go to jail 'cause I won't do what they say
No, I won't never take her name off my face
I'm so deep up in your love, that my mind in a Wraith
They gone clown me, try to down me
And they probably tryna send me back to where they found me
I don't want to pay for love, I don't want 'em 'round me
Hurt me once, your damage done, now they tryna drown me
Will they still be around me if I didn't have no money?
Would you look at me the same if I was regular and bummy?
Tried to share what I accomplished, you ain't never give me nothin'
I just hope you stay the same if I wasn't around for something
And I

[Chorus]
And I fuckin' hate myself (myself)
And all of these choices I have to make
And I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to be all alone for the change
And I don't want to hurt myself (myself)
But I have to make up my wrong for the change
I swear I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to change for the heal of my pain

[Bridge]
I'm insane now, I'm insane now, I'm insane now
I'm insane now, I'm insane now, I'm insane now

[Chorus]
And I fuckin' hate myself (myself)
And all of these choices I have to make
And I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to be all alone for the change
And I fuckin' hate myself (myself)
And all of these choices I have to make
And I don't want no one else (no one else)
But I have to be all alone for the change

She played it and I started crying. I wiped my tears and it was still playing. "You ok" she asked me. "Yah I'm ok" I said then wiped my tears. Then Kentrell walked it the house and he looked at me and heard the music and she hurried and turned it around. I wiped my face and I was red. He looked at me and I got up and ran to him and hugged him. "I'm sorry" I said the let go and ran into the room and layed on the bed. I eventually cried my self to sleep.
I know this was short but whateverrr🤪🤪🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️