BTS 8th Member

Blackpink Over BTS 😥🤧

Lisa POV
I feel like I betrayed my BTS family. I promised them not to love my blackpink girls as much as them. I guess you could say I didn't break the promise. You know why? Because I ended up loving Blackpink even more than them.

It all started when we started recording for the Blackpink House series. I thought it was gonna be boring but no,it turned out being really fun. In that time I didn't get to see BTS at all. I bonded even more with my blackpink family.

A lot of people are probably asking the same questions why though?

I mean there was nothing wrong with BTS members but they're boys. Even though they're like the biggest friends and family I have in the entire world I'm still a girl. I need some girl friends because..well..some girl problems aren't really understandable for boys,and some things you just don't want boys to find out,that's when you usually go to your girl friends

It's like a safety box,you have to know the password to get in but without it you won't be able to open it.Never. That's basically what it is with the boys. The girls know the password,and the boys don't.

I really do hope you understand me,I never meant to betray my BTS family like that it just..happened. If you're a girl then I hope you do understand what I'm trying to say.

I feel horrible. I've been with them for over 3 years and when I joined another group I already love them more than BTS?

I mean I have known BP longer but...

I don't know what I should do.

I understand if you hate me after this....but I can't un-do it.

What am I going to tell my BTS family?

Are they gonna hate me after telling them?

Will I no longer be welcomed into their lives?

Once again,I'm really truly sorry....

(A/N) ............