Ja Vontae P. O. V
"Please baby stay with me I n-need you here. Okay o-kay come on stop playing," I cried while holding DeMarco in my arms. He was covered in blood. I never thought it would get this bad. His life was falling apart and I was part of the reason. He loved me and I was just too stressful. I could never be honest with myself or him. So much has happened to him. Then me... I wasn't helping him. He said he wasn't mad at me for not coming out but I still feel as if I have a part in this, I know I do.
"Come on wake up pleaseee. I really need you baby the ambulance is coming okay? You just gotta stay with me, Marco. " I looked down at him and he was still out cold. I would have never thought that he would try to kill himself. I wish he didn't have to go through this.
I heard a loud banging on the door and immediately got up and ran to the door. The paramedics rushed in and checked his pulse. After doing so they lifted him up on the stretcher and rolled him out of the house.
"Sir, are you riding with us? " One of the paramedics said. I shook my head yes and put on some slides and hopped in the back of the ambulance with them. I sat down and grabbed his hand while silently crying.
I can't feel a pulse is the last thing I heard before my vision went blank and I broke down. I can't lose him I love him too much. We've been through too much. One of the paramedics rubbed my back and told to me to breathe. I would have never thought that it would be this hard to breathe. But now it felt like every time I took a breath my throat was getting sliced. One of them grabbed the defibrillator and said some medical stuff that I didn't understand said clear and then put it on him. His body jerked but they still didn't have a pulse. They put it on him again and his body jerked again. Please no. They put it on him one last time.
"CLEAR"
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Several Months Earlier
I walked into my house and I saw my brother sitting down on the couch. I gave him a nod and continued to my room. I was tired as fuck and was about to go to sleep. Once I finally reached my room, I stripped out of my clothes leaving me in boxers. I dragged my feet in the way a horse would before it runs and ran to my bed and jumped in it. I closed my eyes and began to drift off only to hear my phone on my bedside table going off.
"FUCK" I yelled. I looked at the caller ID to see it was one of my hoes. See she had some good head but the pussy wasn't that great.
"Hey baby what you doing right now? "
"Nun just about to go to sleep but you called me so what's up?"
"Well sorry but I was feeling kind of lonely and wanted to know if you wanted to come through. "
As sleepy as I am I am never one to turn down some pussy.
"Uh yeah, sure let me get dressed and I'll be on my way" I hung up the phone and found some clothes to put on. I dragged my hand down my face, grabbed my keys, and my phone, and left out of my room.
When I walked into the living room I saw my brother and two other niggas smoking on the couch. I only recognized one of them as my brother's friend. The other I didn't recognize him.
"Aye I'm about to go to Cassidy's house I'll be back in a minute. " I told to my brother.
"Oh alright but uh you already know De Montae my homie. This is his little brother DeMarco he bout yo age and he cool as hell so yea. " My brother Javon told me. I gave the nigga DeMarco some dap and a head nod and said bye to everyone and left for her house.
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"Oh fuck daddy yesssss. " Cassidy moaned as I pounded her shit from the back. We had been going at it for a while now and I felt I was about to cum. I picked my pace up and bit my lip.
