Yoonseok/Sope one shots

Aim, Fire pt.2

A little morning writing to distract me from school, enjoy Yoongi second guessing himself ;)-Kubo

     It was currently 3am and Yoongi's eyes shot open just a few moments ago. His heart was racing and he was experiencing hot flashes every few seconds, he felt like crying.

     "Jeon!"

     He cried out into an empty office, for the past few days it had become his home. The floor was cluttered with papers and even his beloved guns lay there among the mess. Yoongi had lost days of sleep since the week before and he really felt like death. Dark circles formed under his eyes like deep pools and his cheeks were pale and blood-stained because though he  had assigments he never bothered to shower. He really felt like death.

     He brought a shaky hand to grab for his phone somewhere in the clutter of papers and guns. He was drowning in paperwork, even though he had enough money to pay for the college of half of Deagu, he was still a lowlife assassin. Nothing more, nothing less, and today he felt the most low he ever had. Nothing but a worthless assassin who killed a damn kid.

     He shoved a handgun aside and grabbed his phone, he quickly dialed his secretary. A few seconds passed and a voicemail message played over the phone. Yoongi let out a sharp curse under his breath and threw his phone across the room.

     "Dammit, I can't fucking do this anymore, what am I thinking? I thought I knew everything about the kid why am I even upset? I've been wanting to kill him for nearly two years and now that he's dead I'm second guessing myself? I've killed three people between then and now and I didn't feel a thing. It's my job, this is my profession, I get paid big bucks to off scum and I'm good at my job dammit. But that kid. 'I was never happy'? What the hell does that mean?" He paced around his office, messaging his temples. 

     He felt sick, his hands were cold and he just wanted to understand why he was so affected by killing one stupid kid.

     The sound of a door opening echoed throughout the office and once Jungkook walked to Yoongi's desk his eyes widened.

     "Yoongi! Stop it!" He ran over and tried to wrestle the gun from Yoongi. Yoongi only pressed it harder to his head,

     "I'll fucking do it, Jeon! Don't try and stop me!" he cried out, tears falling down his cheeks.

     Jungkook's heart was breaking to see his friend in such a state. He took the gun in his hands and hit his employer in the head, causing him to fall at his feet. 

     "God, please don't fire me for this, Mr. Min..."

     He grabbed his employer up by the arms back into his chair and layed his head gently on his desk. He thought that if Yoongi killed that Jung kid, all of his problems would go away, but they only seemed to get worse. Yoongi went from complaining about the brat everday to crying and throwing things and several attempts to end his life, thankfully Jungkook was there to stay his hand. One day though, he imagined that he wasn't gonna be there to keep his boss from pulling the trigger, and that day is the reason that he never slept. He would always be there, always ready to keep Yoongi sane.

     About an hour passed and the olders eyes fluttered open. He lifted his head from his desk and looked his secretary in the eyes.

     "Jeon... I need to know"

     "No you don't, Yoongi. You've killed so many and never cared about their final wishes, what makes Jung any different?"

     "I don't know. That's why I need to find out, if there's an afterlife, I'll set out to find the kid and I'll get my answers."

     "You won't find him if you end up in hell"

     "You think that he's gonna make it to heaven? I don't kill good people, Jeon" Yoongi put his face in his hands and sighed.

     "I'm gonna do it" He quickly reached for his gun but before he could do anything, Jungkook grabbed for it once again.

     "YOONGI!" Jungkook screamed.

     "Jeon please! I need to know and I'm not even gonna amount to anything, give my money to charity, whatever the hell you want!"Yoongi cried out again, he was at his breaking point.

     "Yoongi, you haven't slept in days, please get some rest and rethink this, you're not gonna die on my watch.

     "I'm gonna do it" Yoongi aimed his gun to shoot himself but Jungkook interfered, causing the bullet to hit him just to knock him out. Jungkook's heart stopped, he had no idea that his boss was still alive.

     Yoongis head fell back on the desk, blood pooled around him. Tears brimmed Jungkooks eyes and he dialled the only number he could think of.

     "T-Taehyung, something horrible has happend please come to the o-office"

     "Baby, are you okay? I'll be there in two minutes, stay put"

     "O-okay" the phone fell from his hands and hit the floor, causing an echo throughout the room.

     It was almost three minutes later and Taehyung burst through the door of the office. He was tripping over all the paper on the floor, trying to get to Jungkook. He walked into Yoongi's office to see Jungkook patting his head with a wet cloth. Yoongi's head was thrown back in his chair, his mounth hung open and his soft breathing was heard throughout the room.

     "Dumb bastard shot himself, he isn't dead though." Jungkook spoke through clenched teeth.

     "So this kid is still getting to him, huh?"

     "Yup, this is the third time he's tried to shoot himself today." Taehyung noticed how tired Jungkook looked, his eyes glazed over and his lips were pursed. 

     "Do you think he's gonna be okay?" Taehyung asked.

     "After he's gotten some rest, we'll talk about it, maybe even send him to therapy."

     "Yeah..."

     "I really feel like death." Yoongi brought his head back up and stared at the boy in front of him lazily. 

     "You're awake, how do you feel after shooting yourself?" Taehyung asked.

     "Only a straight dumbass would do that, you know that I'd never let you go that easily, Yoongi." Jungkook huffed, still placing the cloth on his head. 

     "Yeah, yeah, I know. Thanks for looking out for me, Jeon." Yoongi  got up only to be pushed back down into his seat by Jungkook.

     "You need rest, Yoongi"

     "I agree, you haven't slept in such a long time. After you rest we can firgure out how to solve this Jung kid thing together, okay?" Taehyung looked to him, hoping he would agree.

     "Fine. Jeon, please drive me home I don't think I am safe to drive by myself."

     "We're staying with you, no telling what you could do without me there"

     "I won't agrue with that"

     "Let's go"

I was thinking about killing Yoongi but I really felt like that was dumb since I already killes Seok lmao. I hope you guys enjoyed please vote and comment if you loved it, hated it, or even recomendations for futute chapters, i love you guys!- Kubo