In My Head

1K 48 9
                                    

     Thank you guys so much for 1k votes! This made my day I love all of you so so much!This short is inspired by 'In My Head' by Peter Manos -Kubo

     He stood in front of his studio door staring at nothing. What is he thinking? Why hasn't he opened the door? Why did he even go there? What could Min Yoongi possibly by doing at his  studio at 2am staring off into space?

     "I need to write." He reminded himself silenty, unlocking the door and pulling the curtains aside he walked into the studio finally. He set his small bag down and sat at his desk. 

     He sat for a minute, waving his pen around, staring again, taking in the details intently. 

     Yoongi finally put his pen to paper and began writing. He didn't have anything in peticular to write about...well, that was a lie he was willing to tell himself. In reality, he couldn't get the thought of Hoseok out of his head. The boy was so beautiful, his soft glowing features, and his angelic laugh. Everything about Hoseok made Yoongi feel warm and happy inside, he couldn't help but crack a small smile everytime he saw him. He wrote about his presence, 

     A boy who's so bright and beautiful

     despite gray skies his smile prevails 

    who knew angels outshined the devils

     Yoongi put his pen to his lips, pouting slightly. He sat back and took a sip of his water. Did you really think he's drink coffee this late? Blasphemy.  There really was no way to tell what was going through his mind at the moment. One second, he was laying in bed staring at the ceiling, thinking, as one does when sleep is impossible. Before he knew it, he was walking at a fast pace back to the studio that he had left just so recently. It was 2:30am and Min Yoongi practically had an entire song. 

     He ran cold hands through his messy locks and clicked his tongue. 

     "What am I doing?" He thought to himself.

     He continued writing, absent mindedly thinking about his younger. He thought of things that made him happy, the things that made him sad. He thought of how hard working he is when he danced so fluidly and wonderfully. He also thought about how Hoseok would distance himself in the late afternoons, how he'd wear a tired expression and a low voice. He pondered this, how a boy of such wonder could hide so much pain.

     you've been distant lately

     I don't understand this, baby      "baby," he whispered to himself, "baby, baby...." He couldn't lie that he liked the way it rolled off his tongue.

     Please come out of your shell

     I too understant this living hell

     it's called hard work and universal punishment

    we can take this together

    I'm willing to go with you till the end

    If only you could see me as a friend...

     He stared at his paper once again, a sad expression on his face. As he continued to write lyrics, he realized how much Hoseok had been avoiding him. They were once so close. Yoongi felt an emptiness in his heart, "What will we become? He's my best friend why did I realize this now?"

     With hope, your hope I wish to stay together

     together forever is a cliché, yes

    but I think it's time that I confess

    I need you as you may need me

    I need that smile and that laugh to keep my hopes high

    Know I'm here for you  even in the night

    I love you like family and need you in my life

     This is it. Yoongi decided that once the sun came up and the work day began he would ask Hoseok to review the lyrics, alone. He set down his pen happily, letting out a light chuckle.

     Hoseok ah, please come over to my studio this morning I want to review some lyrics

sent 3:00am

He stood up and laid on his couch to get some shut eye. He  set his phone on his desk, playing a Post Malone album to doze off to. After a while he heard a faint chime come from his phone, he quickly sat up, practically seeing stars. He picked up his phone and quickly became nervous as he read the text. 

Hyung, late in the studio again? Okay, on my way :)

sent 4:34 am

     "Here goes nothing"

     

Yoonseok/Sope one shotsWhere stories live. Discover now