Fix Your Heart

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I made playlist for this book named "Fix my heart" (Picture above), the songs are not put in order, so you can also listen to them randomly :)
The link is also in my account description

Lumi

The Finnish word for snow. Beautiful, right? Pure and white, but also cold.
As cold as it can get.

My name.

As my parents gave birth to me it was a beautiful day in winter. The first November was my birthday and snow had just fallen. We still lived in Finland at that time but moved to Los Angeles three years later.

The little bundle in their arms aka me made them the happiest people on earth, according to them.

They wanted to always remember this beautiful day, so they named me Lumi.

The cruel thing is they can't anymore.

My parents died in a car accident two weeks ago and now I'm alone. All alone.

So currently I'm sitting in my aunt's car. She decided to take care of me from now on so I'm moving in with her.

Sadly she lives on the other side of the country so I had to leave everything behind.

Not only did my parents die but my life, which was perfect two weeks ago, died with them.

Silent tears began to stream down my face again and I slowly fell asleep.

A never ending nightmare following me suit.

As I woke up screaming I noticed someone had brought me into a room.

We must have arrived a while ago.

Slightly shaking I stood up and my cold feet hit the floor as I made my way downstairs.

The sight of my aunt cooking greeted me.

We weren't pretty close, I only saw her twice a year, due to her living so far away from my old house, but we always got along. Surely we would get through this together as well.

At least I hope so.

"Hey Lumi! I was just cooking dinner. I hope you like pasta?"

I nodded and took out two plates for us. Not in the mood to talk I just sit down and stare ahead.

How can she act so normal? Her brother died two weeks ago!

...but maybe it's just a facade.