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Bye old summer,bye old me. I do not know what I would do without you, you're making my world a bit real, i'm not having issues,i can't hold it deep down,I see how it comes. Our summer ended together with our kisses, wish It could never end. Like piece of a different taste between chocolate and vanilla,i like your lips bitter sweet. I keep them in my pictures i did, I was a kid,a kid with memories in a little camera, and then I was switching my sad moments with a happy ones, because of you I felt like free, because of you I felt like in another space. I take pictures of everything that's beautiful like you,it's memorized in my head.
Behind those feelings around me, I've decided to jump into summer memories, I remember the roses you sent, I remember that our promises didn't end. Wishes were dying one by one, and my mind was gone. I'm not going home today, I'm wishing you a last trip till the next summer. I'm afraid of smiling,i'm gonna leave you flowers andjust be myself. I'm leaving behind,the autumn is dead now,without a new life to begin,i'm slowly returning back to home. Summer was a good wish for me,I'm not looking at you like another person,nothing's changing, I'm facing the dark past,the old days when I didn't know where I came from. Upcoming days are about to stress my heart out, words were never spoken, minds were closed,but deep down opened. My mouth was like hidden,It couldn't open to speak of how I wanted you to be mine again. I'll miss the good old days in june, I'm returning home safe again, can you imagine the streets? The empty ones who I was walking around with you? As a child,I remember how much I helped you, but broken heart is never gonna help you. I let all my demons out,forget all the pain,let it all out, be a distraction for yourself, be your own future,don't forget how lovely you were and are, a painful flower doesn't leave the scars, they leave a deja-vu, and break down like it never happened.
Flowers wear blue, they're not the outside ones, people like you are still hoping that summer heals from the painful habits . The smile,the sense,beauty,i'm into taking my own strategy, i'm letting go the ordinary. I start a new thing to create, bye summer,by old me. Bye feelings that I had to leave. I'm having a new camera for myself, to distance from those who were too talkable for everything they say, i'm making a new moment,I hope I can stay, I'm gonna enjoy the new life. New feeling. New experience. New opportunity to free my soul from running away from my own version,i'm not capable of making my life complete. I'll complete it with photography, because pictures is what we love to take the most, pictures reveal how we feel with those who we cared about a lot, pictures are real,sensitive,true, they are happy,but they can be sad, they can show things in a different light, but they aren't changing their style. And the most important-they stay for awhile.
Bye summer,bye old me. I hope I see you again,little sweetie.
I keep this memory in a photography, I've chosen it, I have it. I feel it. I use it. And I'll keep it.
