SEESAW

Long Distance!

"Love, sorry to wake you up. I just wanted to listen to your voice."

 It was 2 a.m. Yoongi had dropped a few messages but Su Mi had not replied. It had been a week since he last spoke to her. Yoongi was too busy with the dance routine, composing, trying to prove he could do it all. It was a fiery world out there. So many people wanting to make it.  

He always had somebody around him. He couldn't even sneak to make a phone call. They slept in a small dorm with bunk beds, little shady and gloomy but it was a happy place for him. 

He saw his call log. Su Mi almost called twice every day and dropped random messages.

'Good morning dear. What is your schedule today?'

'Hey love, I am out shopping with mom today. I got you something. Guess what?'

'You seem busy.'

'Good night. Wish you sweet dreams.'

'Good morning love. I am going to be at the library today.'

'I made a friend at the library. She is sweet. We have lunch together. At least now I don't eat alone.'

'Love, where are you?'

'Are you having fun?'

'Hi'

'Reply sometimes.'

'Good night again.'  

Yoongi's heart broke at this. He missed her terribly. He wanted to tell her everything that was going on. He closed his eyes and thought of her. Her calm gaze, her mesmerizing smile and her soft touch. 

Yoongi couldn't take it anymore. He double checked if all his roommates were asleep. He sneaked out of the dorm at 1.30 a.m anticipating whether he should call Su Mi at this hour. He had to, he missed her terribly. 

The phone rang a few times. Yoongi praying for her to pick up.

"Hello," Su Mi said in half sleepy voice.

Yoongi jumped where he stood.

"Love, sorry to wake you up. I... I just wanted to listen to your voice. I missed you"  

"Yoongi," the excitement in her voice could be felt through the phone.

"Yes love, I miss you. I really really do. I love you. I am sorry to not call you early. It is crazy out here. I am very sorry," Yoongi's voice shriveled as he spoke.

"It's okay dear. I know it. And I missed you too. I was waiting so long to hear from you Yoongi-ya. Are you alright? Are you eating well? How is it there?"

Yoongi had so much to tell her. He didn't know where to begin at first, so he just started saying whatever came to his mind.

"Oh! it's very intimidating Su Mi-ya. There are so many people trying to make it. I made new friends by the way. Namjoon and Seokjin hyung. You will love them. There are a few more but I like these two the best. The news is we three of us have made it to the final list."

"Oh, seriously! That's great news right."

"I haven't finished yet" Yoongi went on in excitement.  "This Namjoon guy. He is super talented, he writes and composes. His rapping style is amazing. and Seokjin hyung is super handsome. You will definitely love him. He seems shy right now but I am sure there is a different side to him. He is going to be a singer. You will really like him."

"Oh Is it? Then why don't you introduce me to him next time?" Su Mi chuckled.

Yoongi gave out a fake cough. "Oh No No No. I don't trust him. He has his looks and charms."