TW: attempted suicide
Help me
Peter went to the bathroom, closing the door softly behind him.
it's like the walls are caving in
He locked the door, listening to the clicking sound it made, as the lock slid into place.
Sometimes I feel like giving up
He took out the pills, hand on the cap.
But I just can't
His hand, ready to take the cap off, stopped.
It isn't in my blood
He put his hand by his side, tears streaming down his face. Parkers dont give up.
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
He didn't realize that he was laying against the wall, face numb, the unopened bottle of pills beside him.
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something, I could take to ease my mind slowly
He squeezed his eyes shut. He had pain going through his body now. The pain wanting him to take the pills.
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
He grabbed the water bottle he had beside him and took a small sip, before closing it and chucking it across the room.
Just take her home and you'll feel better
"Peter?" MJ said.
Keep telling me that it gets better
"I know it hurts that May's gone, but it's going to be okay."
Does it ever?
He sat up, scrambling to get the watee bottle.
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
He grabbed the pills.
Sometimes I feel like giving up
He had his hand on the cap. He was ready.
No medicine is strong enough
He twisted off the cap, throwing it to the floor.
Someone help me
"Peter?" MJ called, after getting no response.
I'm crawling in my skin
He looked down at the pills in the bottle. One pill made to help him sleep.
Sometimes I feel like giving up
He put a few into his hand.
But I just can't
He looked at them again, putting them back in the bottle.
It isn't in my blood
"Peter!?" "Peter, let me in, please! Peter!" MJ screamed banging on the door
It isn't in my blood
He took out his phone, going to the pictures.
I'm looking through my phone again, feeling anxious
Maybe, just maybe, he would get a text from her. Just one.
Afraid to be alone again.
He got to a picture of him and May.
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Irondad and Spiderson // One Shots
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