Takes a badly written depressing one shot because I'm in a depressed mood when I should be asleep.
I'm hungry though.
Okay here's the one shot:
He wants to be top notch thousand dollar wristwatch perfect picture snapshot
Peter tries his best to please everyone. He can't be sad, he can't be hurt, he can't be mad. He just has to be the Peter everyone knows.
Trying so damn hard but it never seems to get him far
He tries so hard to be perfect so everyone else can be happy. But no. He still gets bullied, he still gets hurt, he still ruins lives.
He's the epitome of wannabe authority just like you see in movies
Trying so damn hard, he won't ever have to face his scars
People never seem to notice the emptiness in his eyes, or the fakeness in his laugh. So he takes advantage of that, laughs instead of cries, talks until he's through that anxiety attack.
Lost touch, lost touch
With the real him
Peter pushed himself away, and brought in a fake one to take his place. Real Peter is unhappy, depressed, mad, sad, and lonely.
But Fake Peter, he's happy, optimistic, forgiving, and loving.
No one sees Real Peter. Because Fake Peter's mask has been on for so long it'll take a hard hit to break.
Gave up, gave up
Just to feel the
Fake love, fake love
From a world that tells you who it thinks you should be
He knows MJ never wanted to be his friend in the first place, much less his girlfriend. He forced himself on her, he made her be his friend. Then out of pity she accepted the proposal to be his girlfriend.
He's a people pleaser
He just wants to be
Accepted, guaranteed
Everytime one person decides they don't like him, he feels his mask crack a little. But as soon as he gets home he glues it back together.
One crack could cause his mask to break, and Real Peter to come out.
A people pleaser
It's all been overrun
Who will he become
If all he is
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Irondad and Spiderson // One Shots
FanficCover by: Queenochic ~I do not own anything Marvel. Nothing here except the ideas are mine~ ~requests closed~ Hello my lovely cucumbers! This is a Irondad one shot book as you can tell by the title :) Most of these stories are mine that I thought u...