^me rn (literally)
I mean, the title says it all. But like what the fuuuuuckkkk. First things first, how the fuck does one do math. I'm so fucking confused I'm legit about to neck myself.
Also, I'm feeling really suicidal again recently and my ex is being a little cunt and I'm scared my boyfriend is going to break up with me which is stressful. But we're also supposed to MAYBE have sex Friday which will be my first time so like yay but also like scary.
Blur by MØ is currently blasting in my headphones and I'm just silently crying thinking of all the ways imma kms.
Ok now It Girl by Jason Derulo just came on love that for me, this totally isn't reminding me of my shitty fucking ex ahahahahahasomeonepleasefuckingkillmeicantdothisanymoreahahahahah!
UGH I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE FUCK MEEEEEEEE
