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Jahseh Onfroy
8 days later.. (jahsehs bday)
I haven't really talked to anyone all week except for Gazzy and Omar.
Stokeley would send me long good morning/night paragraphs everyday but I would never reply. It hurt me enough to leave, I cant take talking to him. I should have never dated him, but to be honest I wouldn't take it back.
"Eat your damn food, Jah." My mom scolded me. " You havent ate all day."
"I'm not hungry," I frowned.
"Son, what's going on? You haven't been yourself lately." My dad asked as he pulled my hood off of my head.
" Nothing, just been busy with homework and stuff," I lied.
Who am I kidding? I've been purposely getting extra work from teachers and making up assignments to have an excuse to stay in my room all day. It was keeping all my grades at A+ but that's kind of sad.
"Just eat a little bit, you're getting so skinny," my mom frowned.
I took a small bite from my steak and literally almost gagged.
I couldnt make myself swallow it. It was like my body was rejecting any food. My mom looked at me with concerned eyes. " I just have a stomach ache," I lied again.
"Well, let us pay the bill and then we can head home," My mom smiled.
"Okay," I gave her a weak smile.
"So, are you planning on seeing your friends anytime soon?" My dad asked.
"Nope," I sighed.
"Did something happen between you guys? They used to come over all the time and now you guys barely talk?" My dad asked.
" yeah, I dont really wanna talk about that."
At their house:
I opened the front door and walked in to find, party decorations set up everywhere and all of my friends in the living room, "SURPRISE!" They yelled in sync.
I sighed, " I told you guys not to do this."
" We wanted to, now shut up and enjoy it," Gazzy smiled.
I sighed and sat on the couch.
"Lets play truth or dare!" Deigo said.
Everyone gathered in the living room and my parents went into their bedroom.
" Okay Jah, truth or dare?" Deigo started.
" Dare," I sighed.
"I dare you to give Stokes a hickey," He giggled.
"I'll pass," I said quietly.
" Dont do that," Omar rolled his eyes. "Y'all leave them alone."
"Alright."
"Omar truth or dare?" I sighed.
" Truth," he laughed.
"Where is the weirdest place you've had sex?" I asked.
"Under a teacher's desk," he laughed.
"Wow," Marco laughed.
" That's nasty," I made a face.
"Gazzy, truth or dare?" Omar laughed.
"Dare," he smiled, showing his blue braces.
"Text your ex and tell him you want some D." He smirked.
He pulled out his phone and sent the message. A few seconds later he got a reply, "He said come through." He laughed.
"Now, block em." Omar rolled his eyes.
Gazzy laughed as he blocked the number, "Okay Stokeley, truth or dare?"
"Dare," he yawned.
"Seven minutes in heaven with Jah," he smiled.
"Why?" I rolled my eyes.
"Because I said so," He glared at me.
"You dont have to," Stokeley looked at me with sad eyes.
"Just come on," I stood up and walked to my room with him following.
He walked in behind me an closed the door.
"Jah, we need to talk, " He started.
"Okay." I sat down.
" I miss you." He looked at me.
" I miss you, too," I said honestly.
" Then let's try to work this out." He pleaded, " I am clean, I've been going to therapy to work on shit and I just, I love you and I realize now that I don't wanna go a day without you."
I nodded my head, " I want to be with you, but I c-" I got cut off by him connecting our lips. They moved in sync as he climbed on top of me.
I reached down to his shirt and tugged on it. He pulled it off and reached to take off my hoodie. I stopped him, "N-no."
He looked at me, " Okay.. I can wait." He smiled.
"Okay," I gave him a weak smiled.
He went to pull me into a hug, but he accidentally hit my arm, causing me to wince.
He looked at my arms and reached for my sleeves, "Stop." I tried to push him away.
"Let me see," He pulled my hoodie off in one quick move.
His eyes watered as he gazed over my cut arms and wrists," Baby, why?"
" I don't want to talk about it." I pulled my hoodie back on and hugged my knees.
"No, your going to talk about it," He demanded.
"I'm not ready," My voice cracked.
"Okay, but when you are, Imma be here, " He hugged me, "Next time, dont do this, call me and I'll drop everything to come talk to you and make sure you're okay." Tears fell from his eyes.
"Okay." He kissed my forehead.
" Seven minutes are up!" Taymor poked his head into my room.
"Okay," we said at the same time.
We walked hand in hand back into the living room and sat down.
"Yay we did it!" Gazzy clapped his hands.
"Did what?" Stokeley asked.
"We got you guys back together. Now there wont be anymore moping around saying 'must be nice' to everything," He laughed.
"Thank you," I smiled at him.
"It was my pleasure," he giggled.
"Okay back to the game so I can go home and get pregnant!" Daniel said out of nowhere.
