This Thing We Call 'Love' |Slumptacion

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There are a lot of POV changes so no pictures this time

POV :: OMAR

I woke up with my head throbbing and my shoulder aching. I felt around the bed for Gazzy just as memories of last night resurfaced.

I really fucked up. I hurt my baby. He probably hates me right now and I don't blame him cause i hate me too. I should have never left last night. I should have stayed in the the room and held Gazzy and helped him with whatever was bothering him.

But instead I went out and brought a girl to my room and fucked her right in front on Gazzy. A fucking girl. And I know it hurts the most because of the fact that it was a girl. I just don't know what came over me.

You might as well just kill yourself. No one loves you. You're a waste of fucking space.

"No i cant," i groaned.

Yes you can, there are pills in your duffel. Just take them all. It will be painless and peaceful.

"I can't leave Gazzy, " my voice cracked.

Gazzy hates you now. Your a piece of shit.

The voice in my head, my only friend, will never leave me alone. Im literally at war with my head and it kills me.

Just do it. No one will miss you.

"If you don't shut the fuck up!" I yelled at no one.

The hotel room door opened and Deigo and Metri walked in.

Deigo throw a cup of soda at me and slapped me, "Why the thuck woulth you do that to him? He'th thill fucking crying you thupid pieth of thit!"

Okay. Ew.

Metri crosses arms and gave me a disapproving look, "you're an idiot man."

I sighed, "I know. I need to talk to him. I need him to head me out."

"Ta no you dont," Deigo crossed his arms just as Stokeley, Jahseh and Gazzy walked in. Gazzy and Stokeley stood behind Jahseh. Two guards walked in behind them.

"You can wait in the hallway ," Jahseh shooed them away. Why does this nigga even have body guards.

"Remember the safe word? One of them asked.

"Yeah, it's red."

They walked outside and Jah looked at me, " I wanna fuck up your other shoulder you disturbed pitbul."

Gazzy looked at me with hurt and confused eyes.

"Baby I'm sorry I was drunk and that's not even am excuse,"I started. I honestly don't know what to say.

"Nigga if you dont shut yo sorry ass up, " Jahseh rolled his eyes at me.

"Honestly ," Deigo crossed him arms

I'm just going to ignore. This is between me and Gazzy. I don't know why they are even here.

"Gazzy i know you probably hate me right now, but i really am sorry. I don't wanna lose you." My voice cracked.

"You already did ," his voice cracked as he spoke to me.

Stokeley grabbed Jahseh and Metri grabbed Deigo.

These boys are always trying to fight someone, can they just stay out of this. Sit down somewhere.

Nahmir and taymor walked into the room, joining the group.