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Jahseh Onfroy
I decided that I want to help Cleo get help. She's been clean for two months and I know this because I've been doing drugged tests on her while she's sleep.
"Babe can I talk to you." I asked Stokeley while we were laying down watching tv. It's the weekend so Aiden is with Gazzy and Alaia is with Deigo.
"Did I do something?" He asked me.
"No, I was thinking we could get Cleo like a small apartment or something and I want to put her in rehab and get her therapy." I said.
"You serious?" He starts laughing. "After all she put you through? You still gon help her!"
"She's strong for what she did. She's trying to fix it," I said.
"No." He said and turned back to the tv.
"No?" I asked.
" just what I said. No." He said. "She put you through hell and I'm not finna have you spending our money on her."
"Okay that's my mom regardless of what she did. She did it to protect us. Or she tried to at least. And now she's sober and that man is gone so I want to get to know my mom and I want to have a relationship with her." I looked at him.
"And I said no." He said again.
"Okay how you gonna tell me that I can't help my mom it's my money and I'll do what I want." I rolled my eyes. "And I wasn't asking you I was telling you."
"Keep on watch? You finna regret it. She ain't gon do nothing but hurt you. You'd think you would learn from last time," he said.
"Stokeley fuck you," I said. "I can't stand your ass sometimes I swear. You're a fucking asshole. Why would you say that!" I climb out the bed.
"Because she's a druggie. And druggies never change." He said.
"Okay you were doing drugs, you changed." I crossed my arms.
"I changed for you," he said.
"Okay and so is she. She isn't doing drugs she's clean." I told him.
"You don't know that. And no she isn't gonna change. She ain't shit and will never be shit," he shrugged.
"Stokeley. I- leave me alone. I'm not doing this with you. You're such an asshole. You don't talk about someone's mama like that. You disrespectful ass bitch," I rolled my eyes and grabbed my keys before leaving. I grabbed my phone and left with my wallet.
"Where are you going," he asked.
"To mind my goddamn muthafucking business bitch." I rolled my eyes and walked out the house. I guess Ill go the studio cause I'm irritated and I can probably get some music done right now. I feel so hurt. I just want to get to know cleo now that I can do it.
TIME SKIP
I walked into the studio and asked Neveah to help me in the studio with some beats and lyrics.
"You wanna finish working on 'looking for a star?'" She asked.
"Uh yeah. What do we have so far?" I sighed.
"The beat," she said. "You want to work on lyrics?" He asked.
"Nah imma freestyle I think I got it." I said as I walked in the booth and put the headphones on.
The beat started and I just started saying the things that came to my head. "Can't seem to explain a thing goin on in my head, in my head. The memories seem to fade away with the thoughts in my head..." after another hour of redoing lines and things, I finished the song. The first song on my album. Yes!
My phone started ringing and I answered it when I saw it was Stokeley. I wasn't so mad anymore but I'm still mad you know. "Hello."
"When are you coming home?" He asked.
"I'm working on music so I don't know." I said honestly.
"So what imma just be sleeping alone since you wanna have an attitude?" I heard him chuckled.
"I just said I was working on music." I rolled my eyes.
"Jah I'm so tired of your shit," He slurred.
I heard some moaning in the background. "Who is in my house." I asked.
"No one," he chuckled. I heard his breathing get heavy.
"Stokeley what the hell. I know you not calling me while you having sex with some girl. I can hear her moaning."
"I can do what I want," he chuckled.
"Are you serious?" I teared up as my voice cracked.
"Are you cryi-" I hung up on him and threw my phone on the little couch in the corner.
"Are you good?" Neveah asked me.
"No," I sat on the couch.
"Need anything? Wanna talk about it?" She sat next to me and put her hair in a bun.
"Stokeley just called me, while he fucking someone and laughed." I sighed.
"Baby no, that's fucked up," she rubbed my shoulder. "What did he say?"
"He said he's tired of my shit. And then he asked me if I was crying and I hung up," I was crying now.
" baby he just keeps hurting you, karma will get him don't worry." She said. "Just be faithful and you'll know at least you tried."
"I want to get him back." I said.
"No don't do that. You'll regret it if you sleep with someone." She told me. "Just wait it out and talk to him when you go home."
"I don't have to sleep with someone I just have to make him think I did." I said. "He's gonna regret fucking with me." I smiled crookedly.
