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Stokeley Goulbourne
3:28am
Jahseh fell asleep on me about one hour ago and I'm awake stuck in my head. I want to be with Jahseh, but I have my reputation on the line. I have my friends on the line. I have myself on the line. He's worth it. But I dont want that attention. I dont want to jeopardize my reputation. I have too much pride, I know. But I just cant do it.
Im going to have to let him go.
9:47 am
I walked into the nurses office and handed her my pass. I just needed some Ibuprofen for this headache or I was going to die.
" Sit right in one of the chairs and I'll be right with you." She said, not even glancing at me.
" Okay." I sat in the chair.
Right when I sat down, Jahseh walked in with Gazzy on his back. He sat him down in the chair next to me and Gazzy groaned and held his stomach.
" What happened to him?" I asked.
" He was racing with Omar, and his dumbass thought he could jump that wall infront and he fell on his stomach. " He explained.
" Damn that's tough." I chuckled.
" I don't like you," Gazzy rolled his eyes.
" Good for you, " I laughed.
" There you guys are, " Jahseh sighed looking at the door.
Entering the door was Isaiah, Omar, Tay, Metri, Deigo, and Jared.
" We was looking for your stuff." Metri said. Deigo stook behind him sucking his thumb. He was in littlespace.
Jared handed Jahseh his backpack and his phone, "Thank you Jarebear. " Jahseh smiled.
" What the fuck is a Jarebear?" I laughed.
" It's Jared's nickname," Isaiah laughed." He gave all of us nicknames."
" I didn't get one." I pouted.
" Well you aren't that important to me yet that's why." Jahseh shrugged.
" Ouch." Jared laughed and the guys joined in.
" Puggy, where's my headphones?" Jahseh asked.
Omar pulled some airpods out of his pocket and handed them to Jahseh.
I noticed the way Isaiah was eyeballing Jahseh and it was making me mad.
I got to push him away. I dont want to be gay. I cant risk everything.
