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Jahseh
I don't understand that stupid nigga.
"I asked you if you were sure if you wanted this, you lied," I shook my head and walked away. My whole heart just broke and I can't stop crying. I feel weak. And Aiden saw everything. He heard everything.
"Jah," Gazzy followed behind me.
I ran into my room and laid down in my bed as I let the tears fall. "This is embarrassing. Now I have to cancel the wedding and I have to say that this was a mistake but I don't want to do that." I cried.
"it's going to be fine, just be strong, " Gazzy comforted me.
"i don't want to do this anymore, " I shook my head. "There's no reason I should be this stressed when I'm only nine teen years old." I explained.
"I know and it's going to get better I promise," Gazzy rubbed my back.
"Dad?" Aiden walked into my room.
"Hey baby? What's wrong?" I asked as he came up to my bed. I wiped my tears away and smiled at him.
"I'm sorry that pa is a jerk. It's gonna be okay. I'll be the man of the house now," he hugged me and then walked out of my room.
"My life is going to be the thing to ruin me. I love Aiden and Alaia so much but I feel like I just came to everyone's rescue when it came to my desicions. Like I got Aiden so he wouldnt have to grow up like I did. Adopted Alaia so Royalty could still have a childhood. I mean I wanted a baby but I mean I wouldnt have adopted her if I wouldn't have felt bad for her. And that sounds so fucked up but its the truth. I took so much shit from Stokeley and still stayed only to get fucked over in the end. I took in Naomi, I mean I want her to live here but like... when can I enjoy the life that I built for myself. Cause lately everyone is living my life but me." I vented to Gazzy.
" I know, and I'm sorry, I really wish there is something I could do." Gazzy sighed.
