Tired Days

13

   I woke up this morning feeling sick. I ran to the bathroom and almost didn't get the toilet lid open fast enough. I sat there for 10 minutes, emptying out my all the remains of my stomach. Kian walked in after my last heave and grabbed me new clothes and a towel and washcloth. This is just routine for us now.
  I take a shower and put sweats and a tank top back on. The tank top was tight enough that you could see the tiny bump I had. Honestly it looks like I just ate a big meal, but I actually am pregnant. I stayed in my bedroom until about 9:30 am and went down stairs to make myself some toast. I haven't had many cravings lately. Unless you count the feeling to mix Rootbeer and Mountain Dew.
Anyways, I went downstairs because my brother should be in school by now. I made the toast and grabbed some orange juice. A shakily sat down at the table, worn from the throwing up and lack of substance in my stomach.
  After I ate, I washed my dishes and was heading back upstairs when I ran into my brother, my older brother, Grayson.
"Woah sis, you okay?"
"Ya, didn't hurt one bit"
I didn't realize it but subconsciously my hands went flying to my stomach to make sure the baby was okay.
"Mady, why are you holding your stomach"
"Oh..um..I ate a big breakfast and I am really full. When you... uh ran into me it shook my stomach up..a little"
"Turn to the side"
"What, no, why?"
"Just do it please sis"
I turned to the side, giving away my secret to the 4th person I know.
"MADY!"
"Shh!"
"Sorry, sis I can't believe it you have a little tiny baby bump"
"I know, I'm in love with this baby and I don't even know it yet"
"Aw sis"
He pulled me in for a big bear hug and we stood like that for a few seconds. Gray always was my bestfriend so to be able to tell him felt amazing. He's only in town for a couple of days, I always miss him when he leaves.
  We said our byes and I went back to Kian and I's room. When I walked in Kian was sitting on the side of the bed. I walked over and sat down next to him and rubbed his back.
  He looked at me and I could see the sleepiness in his eyes and on his face. He said good morning and I almost died from his morning voice. That's my biggest thing. If you have a hot morning voice, you are immediately on for me. Luckily for Kian, his morning voice is extremely hot.
He walks to bathroom and I lay back down in bed. When I lay down, my small body falls into the dent left from Kian on the bed and I ended up dozing off.
I wake up to Kian walking in the room with bags from the mall.
"Baby?"
He looks up and looks terrified, "Yes?"
"Why do you have so many bags?"
"My sisters birthday is coming up so I figured I could visit her then decided that all the females in my family needed something"
I knew he was lying because he just kept rambling, I went along with it though and replied.
"And you thought it appropriate to buy your family, meaning your mom and sisters, stuff from VS Pink?"
"It's just perfumes. They all love this one smell and I have to admit I do t mind it either, I actually bought you one too, I will give it to you later though"
I just nodded my head and he put the bags in the closet and came over to the bed.
He crawled in from my side and wrapped his arms around my waist. We laid there with my back towards him for awhile. Eventually I turned over to my other side and faced Kian.
  K smiled at me and it warmed my heart. He looked so precious and innocent when he smiled. I can't wait for this baby to have his smile.
Kian's POV
Mady turned over and faced me, I smiled, happy to see her face and she gave me the sweetest little smile ever that it made me think, "I really hope this kid has her eyes".
We laid there for awhile, Mady dozed on and off so I turned on a movie to keep her awake. We decided on Me before You and I swear to god she sobbed all of 10 times during the movie. She has so many hormones right now, I'm just glad I haven't had to deal with the anger yet.
*couple days later*
Mady hasn't been feeling well lately so I took her to the doctor. He said that she just had a little cold and that the baby would be fine. He prescribes some baby safe antibiotic for the runny nose and coughing.
On our way back home, we drove by my parents house and they both looked home.
"Hey baby, are you up to seeing my parents?"
"Not really, but you can take me home and come back, make sure not to tell them yet, we still have a couple months until we know of the baby will not miscarry."
"Of course hon"
I drive Mady home, help her into the bed and cover her up. I turned on Friends for her. I'm sure she'll be asleep in the next hour.
I made my way over to my parents' house. When I pulled up there was a couple more cars in the drive way. I walk up and knock on the door. My mom opens the door and hesitated before hugging me, still registering that I was here. We walked to the living room and sat down so that we could catch up.
"So Kian what are you doing here?"
"Oh, Mady and I are just here visiting her mom and brother"
"Oh so you guys are together, ow where is Mady?"
"She's not feeling well today, I asked if she declined. I just took her to the doctors, nothing serious"
"Well that's good, she's so sweet. You guys are just perfect for each other"
"I like to believe so..."
"So, any future plans yet, maybe grandchildren for your momma?"
"We have discussed children, and wedding related things"
"And all positive I hope?"
"Very positive"

I spent a couple of hours with my parents and then my sisters showed up. I arrived at like 1 pm and it was about 5:30 when I left. I had to go home and check on Mady.
On my way home I saw a few of my high school friends walking around and pulled up and started talking to them. We decided to go to dinner to catch up. We spent about 2 hours at dinner and ended up in a bar. I didn't have anything but a coke, and we were there another two hours. When I finally headed home it was like 11:00. I got home at 11:30.
When I walked into the room I saw Mady crying on the floor holding her stomach. The first thing that came to mind was that she had lost the baby.