Tired Days

10

  Kian's POV
  Waking up next to Mady is like waking up next to an angel. She looks so innocent when she's asleep. Her face is relaxed and you can tell she is sleeping just fine.
  After a few seconds Mady's face starts to twist up and she begins to toss and turn. I don't know what to do so I grab onto her and shake her a little.
"Mady...Mady... MADY...MADELYNN!"
She stirs awake and looks confused. I scoop her into my arms and comfort her. She starts to tear up and I pull her closer.
"Mady? Babe? What wrong?"
"I had an awful awful dream"
"What about hon?"
"I don't wanna talk about it"
"Okay, well then we can just sit here and I will comfort you until you are better"

Mady's POV
I was pregnant again. In my dream I was pregnant again. I looked down and had a little baby bump, no more than 3 months. All the sudden I feel this searing pain in my stomach and I fall over in pain. I remembered this feeling. The feeling of having a miscarriage. I was rushed to the hospital and they told me everything I already knew. I had a miscarriage again. Then they told me even worse news, my body isn't suitable for a baby. Which means I can never have kids again. Then I heard some yell my name, Kian. That's when I woke up.
After awhile of cuddling with Kian, I get up and go to the bathroom. I take a small shower and put on clean sweats and a tank top.
I pick up my phone and look at the date, November 13. I lost the baby on this day. I have the same nightmare every year. It's awful and I can feel the pain. Usually I remember that I will have the dream and go over to Kara's house, but things have been so good lately I completely forgot. I should tell Kian.
  I walk into the living room and join Kian in the couch. He was working on his computer, I sat down beside him facing towards him.
  He looks up and closes his laptop, then faces the same way as I do.
  "So about my dream or lets refer to it as a nightmare,"
  "Okay"
  "It's November 13. We lost our baby on November 13. Every year since then I've had the same nightmare on November 13. After the first couple of years I realized it was a yearly thing and started going over to Kara's on November 12 so that she could wake me up out of the nightmare. Things have been going so well lately that I forgot the 13 was so close and didn't get the chance to tell you or go over to Kara's."
"Oh, do you mind telling what happens in the dream?"
  I continued to tell Kian what happens in the dream. I swear to god the farther I got into the story, the closer kian was to tears.  Once I finished the story Kian was crying softly. I grabbed his hand from his lap and held it.
"I'm so sorry you have to go through that baby"
"Well like I told you, I found a way to make it through it, it doesn't make it hurt any less but it's better than the dream repeating."
  Kian pulled me into his lap and held me close to his chest, playing with my hair.
  I laid there and dozed off.

*2 weeks later*
  I have been waking up this past week, throwing up, and up until 10:00. I wake up at 7:00 and vomit for 3 hrs.
  I must have caught some awful bug. I need to go to the doctors and see what they think.
  I get up and get dressed, I throw on leggings and one of Kian's hoodies. When I'm dressed, I come out and see Kian sitting on the edge of the bed.
  "Morning" he groans like an old man.
  "Morning love, imma go to the Dr.'s office, I'm not feeling so well. If you wanna come you can."
  "Ya just let me get ready real quick."
After  5 minutes Kian was ready to walk out the door. We stopped for coffee on the way to the doctor's. When we got there we signed in and sat down in the waiting area. When we sat down I rest my head in Kian's shoulder, finding myself almost asleep when I heard my name called. I stood up and pulled Kian with me.
  We went back and they checked my weight and vitals then sat me down in the room. After about 5 minutes the doctor came in.
  "So why are you guys here today?"
"I've been feeling sick the past week, I wake up at 7 and get sick for 3 hours"
"Hmm interesting, are you noticing anything else?"
  "No?"
"What about your period, is it on time"
  "Now that I think about it, it's not, I'm supposed to be on it now"
  "And has there been any recent intercourse between you two?"
"Yes but we used protection"
"Well unfortunately protection doesn't always protect, so we are going to get you a pregnancy test and then we will have our answer"
  She walked out of the room to get me what I need and when the door closed I looked at Kian to see his reaction.
  "Mads...we could get a second chance. We might be able to prove the universe that we are meant to have kids!"
"Oh Kian, I'm so happy that you see this as a good thing, but if it is positive we can't tell anyone for the first three months. And after those three months are over and there is a baby still growing in me then we can talk about future plans."
  "Okay good"
  The nurse walked in with a cup in her hand and lead me to the bathroom.
  "There is a market in there so as soon as you are down filling the cup, write your name on it and we will test and get back to ya"
  "Okay thank you so much"

*30 minutes later*
  I hear two knocks on the door, followed by the doctor walking in. Kian stands up and walks over to me and grabs my hand. We each cross our fingers.
  "Okay so here are the results!"
She hand me a little stick and it's tip is pink, at first I am confused but not when I look at the paper Kian is holding. Pink= positive. I look at Kian and hug him. We are going to have a baby. We get our second chance!