*3 months later, November* Mady's POV Kian left for LA a few days ago and I miss him so much already. Adley is such a good baby, it's crazy. I am exhausted from all the feeding I have to do but I wouldn't change it for the world. She is now a few months old and I can already see her attitude and everything. I know that's crazy to say but I can. I grab Adley and start to change her diaper. After the diaper is changed I start to feed her. As I am doing so I get on Instagram and go to my explore page. Lately they have suggested these fan edits to me and they are the cutest thing ever. There is one of the birth vlog and I swear to God it was amazing. I scroll through my explore page and come across this tea account. It has a picture of Kian and a girl in a cafe somewhere in LA. The caption says "Kian was seen with ex girlfriend Andrea Russet today in a cafe in Downtown LA, just 3 months after his daughter,Adley, was born." I look at the picture thinking it's nothing. It has to be nothing, he wouldn't do that. I continue to scroll through my explore page and the same picture keeps popping up but on different accounts. One account had DM's from a cashier that helped them. The dm said, "He was very touchy feely with her. He was constantly grabbing her hand or resting his hand on her back. I may be seeing this the wrong way but all I have to say is I feel bad for Mady" I start to feel myself tear up, there's no way that he would do this. I mean this is Kian we are talking about. Then again this is the same Kian that broke my heart some odd years ago, then a few years ago, a couple months ago and now. I just don't see why he did this. Like I get a thing up with a friend d. I know they are friends, I am fine with that. But that girl was a cashier, I mean she was there she saw it with her own 2 eyes. I sit down my phone and situate myself, considering Adley has fallen asleep and is done eating. I take her over to her crib, set one baby monitor by it and grabbed one and attached it to my pants. I grab my phone off the bed and head downstairs. I hate not living with my mom because I can't talk to her all the time, I hate not living in LA cause I can't just call Kara and tell her to come over here. I sit down on the couch and turn on the tv. My phone unlocks when I touch my finger to the button and I quickly enter the Instagram app. I find the tea account that had the dm and open messages. I start to feel a tightening in my chest. I am so nervous. I send her a message regarding the post. She answers back quickly, saying she will take down the post if needed. I quickly shut down the idea, the post can stay I just need more details. She gives me the username of the user that sent the dm. I talk to that girl for awhile and she sounds genuinely truthful. That scares me, I wanted this to not be true so badly. I wanted it all to a misunderstanding.
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After an hour I decide to call Kara. *phone call k:Kara m: Mady* K: *picks up* Hello? M: Kara? K: Mady? How's Adley? M: she's perfect, but I have a question? K: *worried* okay, go ahead M: While I was feeding Ads earlier I was scrolling through Instagram and came across a post. *explains the post to Kara* What do you think? K: I don't really know... I mean I don't think Kian would fo that to you, but who knows? M: I am so worried, so I dm'd the dm girl and she confirmed everything and said she was so sorry that it was never intended for me to see... K: Oh mads, I wish I could be there right now to hug you and make you feel better. M: I wish you were here to KA. K: *yelling at someone in the background* GET OFF OF THERE BEFORE I HAVE TO COME OVER THERE! M: Hey Kara? K: Yes? M: Imma let you go, I love you, I'll see you soon I hope. K: *still worried* Okay mads, I love you hope to see you soon too. *end of phone call* The conversation with Kara just made things worse in a way. After a minute I start to here noises, baby noises. I look around and I don't see Adley. Then I remember that I have the baby monitor attached to my pants. I jog upstairs to her nursery and when I walk in I hear the cute little baby noises that she was making. I make my way over to the crib and look down at her. Automatically a smile spreads across my face and I reach down and grab my daughter. "Aww hi baby" We walk over to the changing table, change her diaper, the make our way to the rocking chair to feed. This time I decide to read the book that I leave in her so that I can read while feeding, considering I have a wrap that like holds her up to me. I get about 15 pages in when she is done, I burp her and then change her outfit. It has gotten a bit chilly here in Iowa so I put her in a dusty rose long sleeve onesie this, over that is a dusty rose fuzzy long sleeve jacket onesie and a dusty rose hat. I take her to my bedroom with me, lay her on my bed in her Boppy, and turn on the television. I take a very quick body shower, throw on black leggings and a gray sweater. I fix my messy bun and put on my glasses instead of contacts. I slip on my boots and jacket, and grab Ads. We go downstairs and I grab her fuzzy blanket and wrap her up in it. When I assure myself that I have everything, I hold Adley against my chest to protect her from the wind and head to the car. I sit her down in her seat and buckle her up, then I zip up the cover on her car seat almost all the way. When we arrive at my moms, I grab Adley out and head to the front door. I knock and my mom answers within seconds. A huge smile spreads over her face when she sees us, then ushers is inside out of the cold. When we were all settled I told my mom everything. It ended with me sobbing. I didn't realize I was so hurt over this. Kian and I are supposed to be engaged he should be out hanging all over other girls. I decide that Ads and I should spend the night at my moms house, considering Kian's coming home tomorrow and I can't face him yet.
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