Tired Days

29

*January*
We had our first New Years with Adley and it was amazing. We didn't go out and party and get wasted . We sat in our living room watch the Countdown with Ryan Seacrest. At midnight Adley cheered in her little baby way cause she heard everyone in the TV cheering. She had the biggest smile and waved her little chubby hands around.
Now it's a few days later and Kian and I are just waking up from probably one of the best sleeps we've had in awhile.
We are catching up on our favorite show and I lift up my shirt to see in I can feel a bump yet. I run my hand down my stomach and it's like a tiny hill.
I look over at Kian and he is just looking at me. "What are you looking at me like that for"
"I just love you" He grabs my face and pulls me in for a kiss. When we part he continues, "I saw you lift up your shirt and got confused, then your hand hovered over your stomach for a second and I could see the worry in your eyes. And when you felt the bump all worry flooded out of you."
I look over at him, amazed at how observant he is. He constantly catches things like this. Or like when I'm stressed, I bake and he caught on to that. So when he finds me baking he always makes me sit down and vent.
I lean into him and we continue to watch our show.
An hour later we here a knock on the door and we walk downstairs to get Adley.
  When we open the door my mom cheers and Adley looks confused. "I am so tired Madelynn, I just cheered for no reason. Never again am I doing this." I laugh and reach out for Adley. My mom passes her over and Adley gurgles and laughs. I kiss her cheek and fuss over her all the way to the kitchen while Kian says good bye to his mom. I sit Adley down in her high chair and grab her snacks. When she sees her snacks she screams happily.
  "Does Addy want a snack?"
She screams again and I laugh.
  "What is going on in here?" Kian questions as he walks into the kitchen.
"Well it is snack time and your daughter is very excited." I inform him.
  "She is her father's daughter" I laugh at his comment and continue to give Adley a few of her snacks.
  After I am done, I join Kian at the table and we sit and talk about the wedding and the new baby. "What do you think about Madison for a boy?"
"Kian...we already talked about this"
"Well I thought maybe already having another baby would change your mind"
"Well it didn't. How about, Hudson, for a name?"
"I like that! What about Cecelia got a girl?"
"I love that name!"
We sit for an hour and go on and on about baby names. Eventually we live on to wedding details but before we get too far into discussion, Adley starts to whine.
  I take her upstairs to feed and get ready for anything we may have to do today.
  I fix her in her little wrap thing that we use in public and sit down in the feeding chair. After an episode of one of my favorite shows, Adley is finished and I lay her down in her crib so I can get ready and pick out her clothes.
  I pick out blue jean overalls, a white sweater and a tan bow/headband to go on her head. I lay the clothes out and head to my room to get ready quickly.
  "Mady?" I hear Kian yell from downstairs. I turn in the shower and let it warm up while I talk to Kian.
  I jog down the stairs and go to the living room.
  "Yes?"
  "How would you feel about going to LA for a week?"
  I stand there stunned for a second. We haven't been to LA in a while and I miss everyone there.
  "I would love to go"
  "Okay I'm booking 2 tickets for Sunday night"
  "Where are we going to stay?"
  "That's a surprise"
I furrow my eyebrows but just give into him. I walk over to him and bend down to kiss him. "Thank you this means so much, and be quiet I just laid Adley down"
  I jog back up the stairs and get ready for my shower. When I'm done I do all other things needed and get dressed. I throw on a large, heavyish white sweater, black leggings and Fila tennis shoes. I add a bit of wave to my hair and decide to wear glasses instead of contacts today.
  I make my way to Adley's room and when I get there, I see Kian in there with her and she is dressed and fuzzy white socks have been added to the outfit. He is singing her favorite song quietly. When he finishes I hear him tell her, "Aren't you excited to have a little sibling. You guys will be the best of friends, I know it", I decide to walk past her door and head downstairs to get everything ready to be out for the day.
  Kian jogs down the stairs with Adley and I sent him a chiding look. "What?" He asks, knowing what I'm looking at him like that for.
  "Stop doing that with her, she's either going to throw up on you or fall out of your hands"
  He just laughs it off and goes to strap Ads in her car seat. I finish packing up her diaper bag and hum "This Town" by Niall Horan. Kian walks over and turns me towards him and starts slow dancing with me. He starts off with the song where I was and we danced until he finished the song. It was a random moment but amazing.