Tired Days

32

May pt 1.
Mady's Point of View
Being five moths pregnant is exhausting. It's summer time, my stomach is huge and not to mention I have a wedding in 3 days.
  I walk down the hall to Adleys almost empty room. We have packed everything because with the wedding then having to pack the rest of the house, we figured it was smartest to pack the bedrooms first. I open Adley's door and she has managed pull her self up and hold onto the bars of her crib.
"Well, isn't our addy such a strong girl" she smiles widely at the attention. When I walk over she let's go with one hand and reaches out to touch my stomach. "your little brothers are in there babe. You guys are going to be so close, I can feel it"
  She smiles like she can understand me, and maybe she can. I pick her up and take her over to the changing station. I change her into an outfit for for playing outside in the sun. I find these cute little track type shorts that are pink and a onesie with rainbows and unicorns on it to go underneath.
  I walk downstairs and Kian and my mother are down there. "Look Addy it's mammaw" she smiles widely and giggles. Then reaches out for my mom. I hand her over and hug my mom. "Thank you so much for taking her momma. I know you know her schedule but just Incase there is a copy of it in the bag, along with extra outfits, diapers, wipes and just about everything. There is a cooler in the fridge with her milk in it." I turn to Kian, "Would you mind going and getting that?" He jogs off to get it and I kiss Adley goodbye. "Momma loves you baby, have fun today with mammaw" she grabs my pointer finger with her chubby ones and swings it around. I chuckle and pull away from her. Kian comes back in with the cooler and hand it off to my mom. He says goodbye to Adley and then walk them out to the car. When the front door closes the whole house is silent. The fridge isn't making noises, the AC isn't blasting, the washer and dryer aren't being used.  Kian and Adley are outside and not watching TV in the living room. I feel a tear slip out of my eye at the silence. This is what it's going to be like when we move out. Out of the house that Adley was born in. Maybe we could keep it so that we can come back and stay and not have to bombard my mom with 5 people in her house. I hear the front door open and I turn around. Kian looks at me and sees my tears and runs to me and embraces me in a hug. We sink to the floor and sit there for a moment. "Baby, what's wrong?" I shake my head trying I move on from the topic.
"Seriously tell me"
"I don't want to get rid of this house, whether she remembers it or not Adley was born here and we will be married not too far from here. And when we come to visit my mom, we can't stuff 5 people into that small room." I blubber on and on about why we can't move. "Honey, I was going to tell you this at the wedding but I guess now works too, I'm buying this house, for all those same reasons. We are just moving the stuff out, well most of it. We'll leave the beds and all the furniture."
I look at him and feel the tears still slipping out, "Really?"
"Yes Mady, we get to keep the home."
I hug him tightly and he stands up, then helps me up.
I set my hand on my stomach, I've done that a lot lately. "Kian, how are we going to tell the difference between the two?"
He chuckles, "I don't know Mads, hopefully one of them has a dot or something on them."
"Oh my God, Kian we don't have names picked out"
  "Well let's start picking then."
I nod and we go to the kitchen with a pad of paper.
  "Okay so I'm thinking Leo, Jayden, Gabriel, or Jaxon for baby 1." I say.
  Kian nods at that and add, "I'm thinkimg Madison, Hunter, Adrian, and Carson for baby 2."
  "Okay no to Hunter because that's the Twin's dads name and he is a jerk."
  Kian laughs at that and nods, "So how about Gabriel Jaxon, and Adrian Blake?"
  "I love it! Oh Kian I can't wait, now they have names and it makes it all so much more real"
He just chuckles and before I know it I'm crying again. Kian reaches across the table and holds my hand, "Mads? What is the matter?"
"I-I just..nevermind I'm fine"
He shakes his head not accepting the answer.
"What Mady?"
"I just have this thought at the back of my mind, 'What if he doesn't want to marry you and is only marrying you because you have almost two kids together?' And I let it get to me."
"Madelynn" Kian almost scolds me because of what I said. "I may have proposed to you while you were pregnant with Adley, but in no way was I thinking that 'I'm only marrying her cause she's having my kids' seriously, and if I say much more I may start reciting my wedding vows, but just know that I will love you forever and always"
I give him a small and stand up to go give him a hug. From there, we start to pack up the guest bedroom and spend the rest of our day together without worrying much about the wedding or anything else really.
Around 5:00 Kian and I decide to go to dinner. I slip into a burnt orange and white polka dotted wrap dress and curl my hair. I apply mascara and a bit of concealer. Finishing off the look I add some short white wedges.
I walk back down the stairs and Kian takes my hand and we walk out the door.

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A/N: Hey guys! I'm so sorry for such a random chapter, I know its all over the place and goes really fast. I've been low on inspiration lately and was trying my hardest to get a chapter out. After this I think there will be at least 2 more chapters and then an epilogue, I have had so much fun writing this book, Thank you for understanding!
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