Tired Days

14

*pt 2 of 13*
*earlier after Kian left*
Mady's POV
  Kian tucked me into bed and turned on Friends for me. I started to feel sleepy after a couple of episodes. I took a two hour nap. When I woke up I looked around and Kian wasn't home yet from what I could see, which is okay cause he hasn't seen his parents and siblings in forever.
  I went downstairs and made myself a grilled cheese with garlic butter instead of butter. That's all the cravings I have so far.
I made the sandwich and ate it. Then I decide to watch the news that was on, so I sat down on the couch.
  After a couple hours had passed, I checked the time and it was 5:30 and I was becoming concerned.
  Then two more hours passed, I decided to go upstairs and lay down. Maybe Kian went to dinner with his family.
Another hour passed and I couldn't calm down, so I decided to make some cereal for dinner.
  After my cereal I went back to my bedroom and tried to go to bed, at this time it was 11:00 and I needed the sleep.
  I couldn't get comfortable on the bed so I moved to the floor. For some reason I was comfortable down there.
  I laid down there and still wasn't able to sleep. Kian wasn't home and it's 11:00 at night. This is not good. I start crying.
  My boyfriend is missing on a Friday night, at 11:00 when most drinks are trying to drive home.
  All the sudden I was sobbing. I sat up against the bed and held my stomach, trying to comfort myself. Not too much later I see the door open.

  Kian's POV
I run over to Mady and bend down next to her.
"Mady, baby, what's wrong?"
She didn't answer and turned her head away from me.
"Come on baby, talk to me. Are you okay?"
Again she didn't answer and shifted her body away. At this point I'd had enough, I need to know if my baby is okay. I grab Mady's arms gently and turn her towards me. She keep her head turned so I turn her head towards me. When she looks at me her eyes are beet red and looks like she has been crying for hours. I swear on everything I own if I lost another baby...
"Madelynn! Did you miscarry or not?!"
"No!"
"Then what's up baby?"
"What do you thinks wrong Kian?! The love of my life and the father of my child leaves at 1pm, HE IS GONE FOR 10 HOURS WITHOUT ANY CLUE OF WHERE HE IS! Then he comes home smelling like a bar. I thought you had gotten into an accident or gotten drunk, or left me and the baby! I was terrified you jerk!"
I look at Mady and feel my eyes tear up. "You think I would really leave my babies?"
"We only have one baby you idiot"
"I mean you and our beautiful little human you are growing in you"
"Oh.."
"Why do you think I would walk away?"
"Because after I lost the baby last time you left, I was going through a hard time and you left!"
I just looked at her with sadness and confusion, she continued, "And now I am going through a hard time, being sick and getting sick every morning, I was just afraid you didn't think you could do it.."
Mady got really quiet and tilted her head down. I reached my fingers under her chin and tilted her head up to look at me.
"Baby... I would never leave you ever. When you lost the baby, I thought you didn't want me around because you were so distant. I love you and this baby so much. And you are the love of my life too. Who would be stupid enough to leave their soulmate for something so stupid as the woman being pregnant. I am here till the very end Madelynn, do you understand?"
  She gave me a slight smile, letting me know she wasn't mad  at me anymore. I pulled her on my lap and brought her in for a kiss. We soon fell asleep and were fine the next day.
  *1 month*
Mady's POV
Today I am officially 3 months pregnant. Kian and I are going to the doctors to see how the baby is doing. We get up and get ready and my bump has gotten a little bigger. I am now wearing yoga pants for comfort, long gone are jeans.
We head to the doctors appointment, really nervous. When we arrive Kian opens my door for me and holds my hand as we walk in. He signs me in and we go to sit down. After about 10 minutes the nurse comes out and calls me in. She takes my weight and my vitals.
When the nurse leaves Kian grabs my hand and rubs it. Soon enough the doctor comes in and tells me to lay down on the bed. Kian comes to stand next to me, I feel his hand squeeze mine. If the doctor doesn't hear this baby's heart beat then it's over. We won't have a baby, Kian would be so upset and I would go through my whole depression again. I say a prayer as the doctor is setting up everything for the ultrasound.
Dear our savior Jesus Christ please let this baby be okay and well and alive. I don't want to loose Kian again and mostly I don't wanna loose myself again. So please if you can hear me, let this baby be alive and well.
  "Okay Mady, now I'm going to put this gel on your stomach, it might be a little cold so be aware."
  Kian squeezes my hand once more and the doctor puts the gel on my stomach. He grabs the thing that allows us to see in my stomach and when he first puts the wand on there, we don't hear anything. I almost cry, until I hear a quiet little buh buh buh buh.
  My baby's heartbeat! I start sobbing and Kian bends down and kisses my forehead. I can feel his tears dripping on my forehead.
  "Ah so you guys hear it! Congrats! Now if you'll look at the screen you can kind of see it's head and it's body"
  We looked at the ultrasound and were in amazement. Our baby is healthy, it's heart is beating and it's going to survive. I am so relieved by the news. I look over and see Kian. He looks so amazed and mesmerized. I can't wait for when he sees this baby in real life and becomes a father.
  We go home and start to plan everything. We buy tickets to Los Angeles in a week so we can go tell all our friends. We head over to Kian's parents after awhile and tell them that I'm pregnant. Their reactions are priceless. We tell his sisters and they both squeeze me to death.
  The best one of all though was my mom and little brother. For mom we were confirming and she lost it. When we told my brother he looked like he had just been told the best news of his life. He looked at me with the biggest eyes, tears welling up in them and asked, "Really? I'm gonna be an uncle?" I nodded my head yes and he ran over to me and hugged me and kissed my tiny bump. "You are so sweet Tyler I love you so much bub", is what I whispered to him as he hugged me and sat on my lap. When we called Grayson I swear to god he squealed. I love my family so much, they don't even know.
*5 days later*
We got off the plane and Franny picked us up. Kian made me wear a baggy sweatshirt so no one could tell, even slightly. We gathered everyone up at Bobby's apartment and we stood in front of all of them. They all got quiet and franny spoke up, "Did y'all get engaged cause if not I'm upset"
Kian answered, "No Fran but I have an idea that you will like this news too"
He grabs my hand and we look at each other. We squeeze each other's hand three times before we say, "We're pregnant!"
The whole apartment explodes with screams and they all run up and give us a group hug. Some time in the group hug, Kian and Bob disappeared. I didn't worry too much, because he hasn't seen his Bestfriend for awhile.
We all sit down and start talking about everything.

Kian's POV
I sneak Bob outside of the apartment to talk to him about something.
  "I need you to help me pick out" I stopped the sentence there and made a gesture towards my ring finger and then pointed towards the apartment.
  "Okay, I can definitely help with that"

Mady's POV
  Kian and I leave Bob's apartment 3 hours later, after catching up with everyone and Kian, Jc, Corey, and Bobby in the same room together, it was tiring. I swear to god when those guys are all together they act like 5 year old little boys and me and Fran some how always end up being the moms.
  I don't mind it though, as long as it makes Kian happy.
  We arrive at our hotel 15 minutes later and fall asleep almost right when we get to our room.

*couple of days later*
Kian's POV
Bob and I picked out the ring for Mady, we got all the decorations and have the location set.

  Mady's POV
So I get this really random text from Kian that says, "Wear a really pretty dress, curl your hair, put on only mascara and eyeliner, wear whatever shoes you want and meet me here" he sent me coordinates.
  It take me about and hour to get ready and I head out the door. I walk outside about to call an Uber when one pulls up and asks if I'm Mady. I tell them yes and get in. The windows are tinted to where I can't see outside.
The driver notifies me that we are at the location and before I can open the door the door opens for me and a hand covers my eyes.
"Who is this?"
"It's Bobby calm down"
"Okay"
Bobby walks me to a certain place and I stand there for a few seconds and he take his hands off my eyes. When my eyes adjust I look down and see Kian in one knee.
I start to tear up and Kian grabs my hand.
"Madelynn, I have known you for years. I have loved you for years. When we broke up before I moved to California I was heart broken. I had lost the love of my life. Then a few years later we ran into each other right here, at this coffee shop, which I had to ask special permission to do this. I begged you to go on a date with me and you agreed only because you wanted to leave. Move on past a couple months and I made you my girlfriend. Then for stupid reasons on my part, we broke up. Later we met up, so I could apologize and you soon realized you were pregnant. We loved that baby while only knowing it for a month. Sadly we lost that precious human before they had a chance to grow. We broke up and we're apart for a couple years. God did I miss you like crazy."
He took a breathe and I saw him start to tear up.
"Then about 6 months ago I found you outside Bobby's door sobbing, in a beautiful outfit, with makeup running down your face. This person who we shall not name had tried to take advantage of you, and it hurt me. You are the most precious and kind human ever and for someone to try and take advantage of you..."
He took another big breath and continued.
"We got really close really fast and I gave you a ring to hold place for this very special moment. And not to long after the anniversary of our first baby's passing away, you got pregnant. We were so happy. A week ago we found out our baby is going to be just fine. And now, it is time for me to give you the ring to take place of your promise ring, because I am now fulfilling that promise."
"Madelynn Rose Williams, will you marry me?"
  I start bawling and nod my head yes, holding out my hand. He slips the ring on and stands up. He picks me up and twirls me around kissing me when he sits me down.
I look around and all our friends are there cheering us on. All the sudden I see two little mini humans running toward me and I grabbed them both and kissed them on there cheeks.
  "Aw my favorite little people, I miss you both soooo much"
  "They miss you too Mads"
I look up and see my absolute Bestfriend in the world.
"OH KARA"
I stand up and squeeze the crap out of her.
"Madyyyyy I missed you so much"
"I missed you more k"
I found myself crying again. It must be the hormones.
   I am so happy, everything is so surreal. I just got engaged to the love of my life with all of my best friends around. I could ask for a happier moment.