Lily's PoV
I walked back into my room with Marlene. I had to rant and she was always good for that, I couldn't believe the way James was acting! Everything is so difficult for me right now as well! And he knows it is
1.) My sister is worse than ever
2.) My sisters fiance
3.) The rise of Voldemort
4.) The hatred of muggle borns
5.) Stress because I want to be Headgirl
We get our Hogwarts letters tomorrow and I'm really nervous, I want Remus to be headboy, or maybe the boy from Hufflepuff Liam. They would be such good partners, I mean I'm friends with Remus but Liam is really nice and works really hard.
I had just had a bath to try and calm myself down, I put lavender oils in and it was calming me down but I still wanted to talk. I put on my trainer socks and a big shirt and walked across the hall
"Marlene?" I say as I open her door
"Yeah?"
"Can I talk to you? I just need to talk about the 'James Situation'"
Sure, come here" Marlene says as she pats her bed. I take a seat next to her sigh
"I just feel like James and I were going so good and I know I kissed his cousin but he should forgive me! It was one night and if I'd known he had a girl friend I wouldn't have done it! And I don't go out with James, and he knows I don't like cigarettes. But what does he do? Smoke in front of me! I just don't know what to do because I liked him but I knew this would happen! He's a - a player and a absoloute Dick head!" I normally don't curse but today I was just so angry
"Well, Lily, I think you should talk to him or talk to one of his friends. I'll talk to Sirius and you can talk to Remus!"
"Thanks Marlene"
Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not updating but I've just been so busy and I wanted to focus on family time
I started writing last night but I had a really bad anxiety attack, If you know any ways to prevent them or calm yourself down during or after the anxiety attack (because I'm really bad at doing that) please let me know!
Thank you! Xxxx
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Mauraders Memories: Jily❤Xx
FantasyJust a story about the mauraders during their time at Hogwarts. I'll try and update every weekend, but I might just post any time in week, depends how I feel. I'm sorry in advance if i miss an update. I don't own any of these charecters or some of t...
