It's been about a week since the incident. Ruel has rescheduled most of his tour dates but he needs to get back to finish them. I'm worried and I know Ruel is too. I don't want him to leave again but I know it's what's best for his career. I mean I have Toni now which is helpful maybe I won't feel as alone.
Today is Sunday. I'm laid in my bed, cosy with my pillows and blanket. It's about 8am and Ruel just texted me
Ruel- morning sunshine, wanna hang at the beach today? August- morning, I would love too Ruel- I'll be at yours at 11? August- can't wait
I slowly get out of bed and get ready
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I go downstairs and grab myself a water from the fridge. I take my medicine and just chat with my family while I wait.
11 hits and right on the dot Ruel knocks on my door. I run over to the door and quickly open it. I haven't seen Ruel in two days and to us that's a lot. I give him the biggest hug.
Ruel- hey beautiful August- hey my love Ruel- ready August- yea just let me grab my bag
We walk out and continue walking down to the beach just about 10 minutes away from my house.
We get down to the beach and we both strip into our swimmers and run towards the ocean. We were in each other's arms just floating when Ruel looks me up and down
August- whatcha doin Ruel- just admiring August- what there's nothing much to admire Ruel- Don't day that again, you're beautiful August- what did I do to deserve you Ruel- I ask myself that everyday
Then out lips connect and time feels like it pauses. We spend a bit longer just playing around in the waves. Then we bother get out and sunbath.
It's been 20 minutes.
Ruel- hey can I ask you a question August- you just did I said with a giggle at the end Ruel- yea but can I ask you another question August- you just did again I couldn't help but laugh my head off which made Ruel giggle a little Ruel- August could I please ask you two questions August- of course, you got one left Ruel- how would you feel about coming on tour with me August- I-I would love to but why Ruel- I'm worried that when I leave you'll go back to you know what happened last time. August- I'm worried too Ruel- so I ask Nate and your parents, they both said yes so you can come if you want to
I quickly connected our lips
August- thank you Ruel- I would do anything for you August- I love you Ruel- I love you
