ALONE/ON HOLD

Part 3: Anger

I spent the whole trip thinking my dad made a mistake and didn't know what he was talking about because he was drunk...I couldn't bring myself to believe it ..mom would never do that to me  dad would but why would he why does he even care?

As soon as I entered the door my mom pulled me in her arms and said " We were just concerned honey...we wanted to know ...I'm so sorry I didn't mean to... please forgive me" my mom begged and I assumed she got a call from Dr.Phillips. I felt my heart stop I was so confused 'why ...it was supposed to be between me and Dr Phillips but she was selling my information ..personal information and to top it all off she sold it to my parents why would they do this didn't they love and respect me and my wishes ' I thought

My mom pulled away from me and she started saying more and more things but her voice was blocked out by my thoughts I was still confused..but soon that confusion turned to anger I wanted to scream and yell I wanted to slap the woman standing in front of me that just happens to be my mom..I hated her I expected this from my dad but not my mom I was fuming with anger my face was probably as red as ever.

"I HATE YOU ..I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME EVER ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS PLEASING THAT NO GOOD HUSBAND THEY CALL MY DAD!" I shouted with disgust in my voice as I mentioned the word dad and before she could say anything I stormed upstairs to my room banging the door and locking it right away.

I have to admit I was a little surprised that I didn't throw myself on the bed and cry like I usually do. All I could feel was anger I was so upset I couldn't think straight and I knew I needed to calm down before things got out of hand so I called Brady-my neighbour and also kind of my friend I went to him anytime when i needed company or just someone to talk to. Brady was like the other person I trusted with my feelings besides Dr.Phillips but unlike her I only told Brady  the little details .

I asked if I could come over and he agreed but told me he also had company I didn't mind so I hung up and changed into  dark blue shorts and a black crop top and I did my make up a little ...what? He said he had company so..

I went downstairs and rushed for the door ignoring my mom's cries and surprisingly Brady and his two friends were already outside waiting for me in the yard. " What worried I'll get kidnapped" I said a giggle escaping my mouth

" Yeah you wish" Brady said leaning in to hug me. " Oh Julia  this is Mike, Mike meet Julia" he said pointing to the boy with brown messed up hair and blue eyes next to him I smiled  gave him a hug. " And this guy right here is Jack , Jack this is Julia my friend." Brady said smiling like crazy when he noticed Jack staring at me with a smile

"Wow you're so beautiful" Jack mumbled and I couldn't help but blush. " Oh. ..um I thought I said that in my head" he said to me red flushing his cheeks as well. He leaned in a gave me a hug a long one and when he pulled away Mike and Brady shouted out "FINALLY" rolling their eyes dramatically

Once we got in Brady's house he immediately pulled me up to his room leaving the two downstairs  and asked me what was wrong and I mentally slapped myself because he knew me so well. "D-Dr Phillips has been selling our conversations to my parents" I said finally letting the tears fall down my cheeks. "I trusted her and she betrayed me I hate her ...I hate her so much I just want her to suffer for the rest of her life I HATE HER!" I shouted in between my cries

"I'm so sorry Julia she's an idiot a worthless object" Brady said anger in his voice that someone had upset his friend. "I'm would never do that to you" he said  and it literally melted my heart because I knew he wasn't lying even though Brady didn't know all the details about my problem he knew about them before Dr.Phillips did and from then he has never told anyone.

"But Julia why do you tell her everything but give me the small information even though I'm your friend" he said and I noticed the hurt in his voice. "I didn't think I could trust you with such information but I was wrong you've been there for me when no one else has I'm sorry Brady" I said still sobbing.

"So will you forgive your parents?" Brady asked after I calmed down. "NO!I HATE THEM I HATE THEM SO MUCH I WISH THEY COULD JUST UNDERSTAND THAT I WANNA KEEP IT TO MYSELF!"I spat out anger bubbling again " I HATE THEM I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THAT HOUSE I WOULD RATHER STAY ON THE STREETS I HATE THEM I HATE THEM!"

"You can stay here" Brady said his facial expression lightening up."Really your parents won't mind " I said being quick witted "No of course not they love you and you know it probably even more than me" he said as he fake pouted causing me to laugh. " Go get your stuff and I'll inform my parents" he said " No! Please go in with me I don't wanna go alone" I asked desperately " Um. ..hey why don't you go with Jack I'm sure he won't mind " he said as he winked at me causing me to blush again. " Um sure ok I g-guess" I hesitated for a sec.

Brady told Jack about me having a fight with my parents and asked him to accompany to pack my stuff as I didn't wanna go alone and Jack nodded and smiled while opening the door gesturing me to take the lead

'Hes so cute!!!!OMG'

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Hey guys sorry for the late update was feeling a bit lazy in the afternoon ; ) so what do u all think about Jack and Julia do they make a cute couple or what?: )