He was sad.
Most of the time he'll just glance through the window, glancing down at all the things he missed during his childhood.
He was lonely.
Not a single visitor, not a single person coming to visit him and ask if he was okay.
But that was norm...
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"Fuck you've changed me, before I use to like being alone by myself, but you being there, lonely with me was more fun. Let's continue it."
R O D E R
"Roder?" Ms. Sage call my name, softly knocking on the door multiple times before walking in.
She sigh, playing with her fingers.
"The hospital is getting full, and they need more rooms" She sigh again, "So they decide to move you out."
"Don't worry about it though — I've contact your mother and she found a place for you to stay and she say she'd pay the rent —"
"Why did you contact her."
"Because — because you didn't had anywhere to stay."
I bite my bottom lip, zipping up my black backpack which had most of my clothes.
"I'd be fine, with or without her." I throw my bag over my shoulder as I walk pass her and exit the room.
She sigh, "We can't have you on the streets!"
I ignore her.
I ignore everything she said, until I was out in the cold at night.
Shivering my body off.
Watching everyone drive pass, watching me but not helping.
I can get through this.
Matter of fact, I deserve this.
I deserve everything I get.
I glance down at the kitten in my lap, knowing she didn't deserve any of this yet she still stayed.
"Roder?" The soft, familiar voice said.
I watch as Alazne run towards me.
"I was wondering where you were! I didn't see you in the hospital and I was worried.." Her gigantic eyes turn soft and worried with concern, "By the way," She speak softly, "What are you doing out here in the cold alone?"
I sigh, "I was kicked out of the hospital."
"Why?"
"It was starting to get pack and needed more rooms for patients."
She nod.
"Then where are you going to stay?"
I shrug, "I guess here."
She shook her head and pull me up off the ground.
"I can't just leave you here." She said "I'd just to talk things over with my mom."
A L A Z N E
"Mom?" I knock her wooden office door.
"Come in, Alazne." I swallow the lump in my throat as I open the door and step in the room.
She clear her throat, taking off her glasses as she spin the chair to face me.
"Well, mom — I was wondering.." I decided to ditch around the bush, I couldn't tell her this straight forward...
"Your beautiful, you know that?" I complimented her and smile before rolling her eyes.
She put on her glasses, "Tell me what you want or forever whole piece." She said seriously.
I bite my bottom lip, "Well — Uhm, Roder doesn't have any place to stay and he's out in the cold and I was wonder.. if he could stay with us."
She sigh, "He has somewhere to go he just wants to be stubborn." She roll her eyes "And no."
Her awnser didn't stop me though.
"Climb up," I whisper to Roder as he stand in the snow, his hands tuck in his pocket.
"I don't think we should be doing this..."
I roll my eyes, "Just climb up the ladder! You can lecture me up here."
He sigh as he grab unto the ladder and climb up.
I smile as I open the window wider and help him in — both of us dropping down on the bed together.
"Could've open the front door for me." He grumble, sending a hand through his hair.
I chuckle "What's the fun in that?"
I clear my throat as I got up from the bed after a while of complete silence and just heavy breathing, "Anyways," I begin, "Help me bring back in the ladder."
He nod getting off of the bed, his shirt rolling up and showing his abs which I tried to ignore.
I grab unto the ladder and Roder went behind me, his abs against my back as he help pull it up with me.
I bite my lip as I start to feel something else too, but tried my best to ignore it.
But that didn't stop the annoyingly pink color to come on my face.
