He was sad.
Most of the time he'll just glance through the window, glancing down at all the things he missed during his childhood.
He was lonely.
Not a single visitor, not a single person coming to visit him and ask if he was okay.
But that was norm...
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"Blinded by what feels like love and deaf to all the signs saying it ain't."
A L A Z N E
"Roder?" I call him name as I knock on his bedroom door, "Mom had to go work early this morning and said walk school together."
"Roder? Hello? Are you there?" I open the bedroom door after not hearing a reply.
I peek my head in as I glance around the room.
"Roder?" I said again, this time my voice lower into a whisper sound.
Did he already left without me?
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R O D E R
"What do you what newbie?" Alazne boyfriend ask me as I lean on the tree.
My gaze went up to him and I stood up straight and walk towards him.
"Nothing." I shrug.
"Then why did you call me here —"
"For payback." I simply respond, walking behind him as I bring my knife out, and quickly thrusting it into his neck as I put my hand over his mouth to muffling any sound he was making such as cry out out for help.
"Shh," I shush him, "Why put your hands on a girl when you can't even take pain yourself." I mumble under my breath loud enough for him to hear me.
I watch as he slowly sink to the ground and was no longer fighting to get out of my grip.
I quickly pull the knife from out of his neck, clean it off with his clothing and put it back into my pocket.
I tuck my hands in my pocket as I roll him off the mountain with my feet and drop him in the sea with a loud splash.
"Your a monster. Don't deny your nature anymore." Roder laugh into my ears as he dig his nails into my shoulder from excitement.
"I'd show you how to be a real monster though, just let me out." He whisper into my ears as soft as his demonic voice could go.
I ignore him as I kept walking along, my hands deeply tuck into my pocket as I ignore everything he said.
It's just in my mind.
It's just in my mind
It's just in my mind
It's just in my mind.
Then why does it feel so real?
And that's when it hit me, minds are the most terrible thing ever.
It can create, destroy or collapse you but it's where we spend the most time, creating scenarios that won't happen and rejecting ourselves more then reality have ever.
Some call it their happy place and others would say it's burning in flames from all the memories.
From all the times that it haunted them.
Breaking them more then anything else could.
I sigh as I stop, the thought of Alazne passing over in my mind.
I wonder if she got school..
A L A Z N E
I run through the packed hallways as I look around for Roder.
The amount of excuses left my mouth but no one moved.
Only when I pushed across they heard me and had a problem.
I search around, glancing for any student that looked like him or had a black bag like him which wasn't easy since almost everyone in the school had a black bag.
I bite my bottom lip, "Crap." I whisper under my breath.
Where was Roder?
I walk around the school, searching for him everywhere, but couldn't find him.
Did he even come school?
Now thinking about it, I haven't seen Justin either.
