He was sad.
Most of the time he'll just glance through the window, glancing down at all the things he missed during his childhood.
He was lonely.
Not a single visitor, not a single person coming to visit him and ask if he was okay.
But that was norm...
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"I will be there for you, always."
R O D E R
I sit there in the chair besides Alazne on the hospital bed frustratedly running my hands in my head as I blame myself.
"Fuck," I said quickly getting out of the hospital bed and circling around in the room as I try to fight back with my thoughts.
It's your fault she's in this hospital room.
You should've left her alone.
Kill yourself, she'd never forgive someone like you.
She'll prefer you dead, away and thrown in a grave.
Your a fucking monster.
I glance back at Alazne, my eyes soft as pain filled them.
"I'm sorry." I whisper to her.
"You wouldn't be in this hospital if I didn't carry you home."
"It's all my fault and I'm sorry."
I stare at Alazne injures which were taped up with bandages, scratches on her right cheek, legs and hands.
dfHer eyes slowly flutter open, her gaze quickly landing on me.
I approach her, a relief smile landing on my face as I sit down in the chair beside her and hold her hand.
"Your up." I whisper and she nod, separating our fingers from each other's.
"Alazne I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?" She reply, "It's me that have to be sorry thinking you'll want an actual relationship."
"Alazne — I do."
She glance back at me, "With you." I whisper.
"Alazne Sage, would you be my girlfriend?"
She smile and nod, "Yes, Roder — I don't know your last name but, would you be my boyfriend?"
I chuckle, "Isn't it too soon for you to be wanting to be my girlfriend if you don't even know my last name?"
"Isn't it too soon for you to be acting an ass if you haven't said yes or no yet?"
I smile at her, intertwining our fingers again as I stare into her loving eyes.
"Yes." I whisper.
She growl, "I don't want to stay into this hospital any longer." She shift around in the uncomfortable bed as she frustratingly groan.
"The hospital said you'll be release tomorrow. They just have to run a few tests on you."
She nod, "Finally, feels like I have been in here for years."
~
I stayed silent as a metal weapon was held to my head, this was it, this was the way I was going to die.
Although Alazne changed my opinion about the world, she didn't change my opinion about the people inside it.
Carve death and he'll come when you least expect it, that was the saying, wasn't it?
I didn't know.
The cold mental was tightly pressed to my head as I was bandaged up in a wooden, uncomfortable chair that I thought would've break anytime soon.
A piece of cloth was place in my mouth and tied around at the back to stop me from talking or muffle all my words while a scarf was tied around my eyes — stopping me from seeing anything.
"Your finally up," A unusual deep voice said as footsteps approach me.
"Too bad your lil' girlfriend woke up before you and already dead." The voice chuckle, I tightly bite the cloth, hopping I'll be able to rip it off my mouth as I fight my way out the chair in other to kill the bastard.
"I'm just kidding," The voice said, "Anyways, he said, the choices you make would be the reason for her death later, though."
