He was sad.
Most of the time he'll just glance through the window, glancing down at all the things he missed during his childhood.
He was lonely.
Not a single visitor, not a single person coming to visit him and ask if he was okay.
But that was norm...
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"This past made a big affect on my future, and I regret every bit of it."
R O D E R
"Whose going to sleep on the bed?" I whisper to Alazne looking at the small single bed.
"Both of us. If we could've sleep on the hospital bed, we can definitely sleep on this."
I raise an eyebrow at her, "Are you okay with both of us sleeping together?" She shrug, blush creeping up on her cheek as she try not to smile.
"I mean — we did it once." Her brown, honey colored eyes rose up as they stare at me.
"What's the problem if we do it again?"
I rake my hands through my hair, "Your mother going to fucking kill me for this." I smile at Alazne, "But, Thank you for being here for me."
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I wake up on the comfortable bed, nothing close to how the hard mattress from the hospital bed felt.
Alazne tightly wrap around me, her foot thrown across me as her hands grip me and pull me closer to her.
I was starting to think the only reason she wanting me here was to have a human teddy bear.
I sigh, glancing around the pink, narrow room.
White lights hang everywhere around the walls, a small bookcase besides the bed while the tv hang against the wall with a laundry basket beside it and a dark wooden dresser under it.
I turn back to Alazne who had to in a comfortable position while she just happily smile to having a teddy bear.
"Your squeezing me," I groan trying to get out of her grip but she just pull me to closer to her.
I could feel her breathing on me — and also, her breast.
"What the fuck did I put myself into?" I facepalm myself.
This was the closest I have ever gotten to someone in a long time.
Her warm smooth skin past against mine.
The room silent; the only thing heard was us as we gasp for air and my heartbeat.
But I didn't let that bother me in a time like this.
