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"She's not my property, but I'll guard her like if she is. No one step on my fucking lone!"
R O D E R
Her lips on mine is the only thing that kept me alive at the moment.
I wanted to keep kissing her, but I knew damn well I couldn't.
Was she even okay with it or did she just went along with it, thinking it was part of the game.
She clear her in the awkward silence, moving her head away from me as she glance at her house in front of us.
She glance down at snow, blush creeping up on her cheeks as she kick the snow and hide her face.
"I guess this is goodbye," She mumble, "See you tomorrow?"
I nod.
"See you tomorrow." I reply back, watching as she enter her house with a single wave at me and a smile before shutting the door.
I sigh as I turn around, walking the lonely road, regretting everything that just happen.
"I told you to kill the fucking bastard but instead, you decide to kiss her. You a fucking idiot, you know that?"
"Propose she breaks your heart?"
"Propose you break her heart?"
I swallow the lump in my throat, stopping in my tracks as I thought about it.
Aware that it might happen.
"Remember, everyone thinks of you as a monster, and that's all you are, and all your ever be."
"A monster desired for death, desired to be killed and never to love."
My heart sink — unable to think I'll actually agree with him.
I was a monster yet I was answering for love with an angel like it was going to happen.
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"Roder — what's wrong?" Alazne softly ask as she slowly approach me, scanning my facial expressions.
I sit on the swing in the frozen park, glancing up at the hospital in front of us.
"Why aren't you talking? What's wrong?"
My eyes flicker unto her as I shake my head, "Nothing." I respond.
She sit on the swing next to me, pointing to the highest room in the hospital.
"Remember when you use to be in there?" She smile at me, waiting for a reply.
I nod, "I remember." I whisper.
"You always use to look through the window at the children playing in the park, and look at us now." She chuckle.
I didn't reply to her.
Her gaze turn back to me from the hospital, a soft expression plaster back unto her face along with worry in her eyes.
"Roder — what's wrong? Was it the kiss?"
I choose to ignore her as I swing back and forth in the swing.
"So it definitely was because of the kiss."
"Was my lips chapped?"
"Was it not amazing?"
"Dammit, I should've put on lip balm before I left." She mumble under her breath as she face palm herself.
"Alazne," I call her name and she instantly look cross at me.
"Hm?"
"Can you do me a favor and forget everything that happen last night?"
She frown, glancing down at the floor.
"Even the kiss?"
"Especially the kiss."
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Teen FictionHe was sad. Most of the time he'll just glance through the window, glancing down at all the things he missed during his childhood. He was lonely. Not a single visitor, not a single person coming to visit him and ask if he was okay. But that was norm...
