His Story

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"She's using you, do you know that? You think she cares for you but no, she treats everyone else that way."

"Maybe she just cares for a lot of people."

"You stupid boy."

R O D E R

"Are you excited for school?" Alazne ask as she adjust the straps on her mustard yellow backpack.

I nod, "I guess you could say so." I reply, playing with the bowl of cereal as I sigh.

Ms. Sage found a way to get me into the Gimlet high and the rest of the short vacation flew by quickly, and it was finally my first day at the school.

I glance back at her, "How about you?" I ask her and she blush.

"I'm very excited."

I nod, turning back to play with my cereal and not questioning what she said.

~

"We're here! Are you excited?" Alazne excitedly yell as she jump up and down, her grin widening as she search the school perimeter.

I step out of the car behind Alazne, shutting the car door, and waving at Ms. Sage before she left.

"Don't do anything stupid!" She warn us but I felt like it was mostly to me.

I turn back to Alazne who waited patiently for me to reply.

I shrug as I tuck my left hand in my pocket as I use my right hand to rake my fingers through my hair, "I guess so?"

"I mean — you ask me the same question at home—"

"Dylan!" Alazne widely open her arms as she jump into someone's arms.

"I miss you," I heard her mumble softly as she wrap her feet around the fair skin boy.

He smile, licking his lips at her before kissing her.

I stare in disgust at before of them, not knowing she had a boyfriend.

Maybe that's why she was so excited for school to start back.

I sigh after seeing they weren't finishing anytime soon.

My heart felt like it sank, although

"I guess I'll show my way around the school." I reply, leaving both of them alone as I walk up the stairs into the school.

I glance back at Alazne as I reach the top, she seem more happy then when she spend time with me.

She seem normal and carefree.

It was then I realize when she was with him, I was easily brush off and thrown to the side.

I didn't matter and I was so fucking naive to this someone as beautiful as her and love a fucking pathetic monster like me.

My vision being to become blurry — I watch as she hold his hand.

Although she wasn't mine — it still hurt.

It still hurts watching everything and the worst part — she didn't realize I was gone.

When both of them stare at each other — the world was forgotten.

But the only problem was, she was the one trap in the trance.

He was just there for the ride.

~

"Fuck me," I said as I walk around the hallway for the twentieth time unable to find English.

I glance at the paper for the eighth time since the bell rang.

I grip the paper tightly in my hand, the words, class 186 driving me insane.

"I get it's fucking class 186! Why the fuck isn't there a map though?!"

I glance at the quickest and closest thing next to me which was next to me, and drive a kick into it.

"Ouch," A voice said, I turn my gaze to a dark skin girl with her hair let loose in a Afro and a burgundy headband, the same color of her uniform.

She chuckle as she approach me, "Is everything okay?" She ask me.

I nod, "Everything is fine." I reply, turning around and walking away from her.

"Wait!" She said as she run after me, "Are you lost are something?"

I shrug sending my hand through my hair, "I guess you can say so."

"Do you know where class 186 is?"

A U T H O R

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